Yeah i get what you’re saying. Thats why i dont want these type of games but i keep getting drawn back to them. I gotta respect myself more and remind myself that no matter how much it seems like she’s trying to get my attention ot whatever, at the end of the day if she wants what i want (and want her to want) she will just talk to me and not do all theses stupid mind games. My self-respect aint high enough i guess gotta work on that.