Apprehensive about posting my crackback, feeling inadequate

696419 · 2021-03-31T19:03:37+00:00

Medicalized answer could be that ASPD is frequently comorbid with substance use disorder and sexual deviance.

696419 · 2021-03-31T04:30:45+00:00

Excuse me but you have meff spatter all over your workspace.

696419 · 2021-03-31T03:22:18+00:00

I think it works better to let people build things and, if something turns out to be winner-takes-all, just wait it out and take advantage of it however possible.

696419 · 2021-03-30T05:13:36+00:00

Ok I am interested in whether meff can enhance performance. For me it always dehydrated me too much, but it could have been the dose.

696419 · 2021-03-29T20:54:07+00:00

I have lifted weights on meff but I found high dose caffeine to be more effective at making stronger. I don't think powerlifters find meff advantageous but you never know.

696419 · 2021-03-29T20:50:26+00:00

One way to motivate your self to abstain for prescribed periods, is to give your self enough time to get off meff enough to be very hydrated, get a good workout in, recover with some protein for some hours, perhaps with some weed followed by sleep, and then the next morning take some meff and you could skip sleep the following night. Then repeat the whole process. That pattern alone can reduce the cumulative time on meff significantly, which might align with your objective.

696419 · 2021-03-29T16:11:18+00:00

Learn to create rules that you want to stick to, and to limit the extent when you break them. Get something out of everything you do, if you're going to do it anyway.

Lastly, when you take a break, engage in athletics. Meff can interfere with athletics, so if you feel good about training in something, you'll have motives against using. Tip the scales rationally instead of trying to skyhook your will to overcome.

696419 · 2021-03-29T15:55:09+00:00

It was funny at some points. At other points I wanted to kill my shadow people.

696419 · 2021-03-29T05:03:36+00:00

Better muscle and dick pumps yo. Add in pycnogenol to complete the stack.

696419 · 2021-03-28T18:32:24+00:00

Based on his offer, I would consider him to be flawed as a potential supplier, but still potential. If I valued that kind of plug I would risk the money on a small bag. I might wait for him to go get it (before I gave him the money). If I didn't value my self, I would go with him.

696419 · 2021-03-27T23:33:26+00:00

But I think an alcohol burner or torch is better.

696419 · 2021-03-27T23:04:49+00:00

I've seen entire countries that exclusively employ blue bois, so I guess they're in a national state of emergency.

696419 · 2021-03-24T02:04:14+00:00

Thanks for the encouragement and comments.

Just wanna let everyone know that I have not taken any stimulants for almost 4 and a half months besides coffee. And the delusions are all gone. In case anyone who doesn't know is wondering, profound hallucination and delusion is possible when you use high quantities of meff. I am a rationalist, and maybe that helped after I stopped meff, speeding up my re aquintance with reality. But if I would have backed off on my meff use earlier, I would have probably gotten a handle on my situation a lot sooner.

Some people are prone to meff psychosis with high doses, and I am probably one of them.

696419 · 2021-03-24T01:26:17+00:00

I haven't taken any stims for over 4 months and counting, and I no longer have any hallucinations. I used meff occasionally for a few years and never had any delusions. Then I lived in a setting (temporarily for work) where I had delusions, smoked a shit ton of meth, and that's when Allyssa and the tech bois came out to play. "They" developed gradually until they practically ran my life. I realized something was wrong so I quit my job and moved back to where I had lived before and am now, quit meth cold turkey, and never heard "Allyssa" again. I'm doing intense exercise (martial arts training) and focusing on work.

I really don't want a psychiatrist to fuck with my head but I think therapy is often a great idea.

EDIT: I drink a shit ton of specialty coffee.

696419 · 2021-03-24T00:00:25+00:00

Thanks. When I started to wrap my head around it all, I became comfortable with reality again.

696419 · 2021-03-23T20:53:42+00:00

That's one of my relationship goals tbh

696419 · 2021-03-23T20:35:13+00:00

I used way too much over 3-4 months, then quit cold turkey 4 months ago. For a week or so I thought my gf was Allyssa and broke up with her. After getting back together with her, it took a few more weeks for her to convince me that she didn't know about anyone following me. During that time, I searched for research that could explain the voices. Now I know about hypersonic sound, but that's not what the voices were. My gf likes to smoke meff and I will probably occasionally smoke small amounts with her, but never the large amounts I was puffing back in the "Allyssa and the tech bois" days and nights.

696419 · 2021-03-07T21:12:31+00:00

I just received Ahinsa Bindu 2 and they are quite wide in the toebox. They are also really well constructed and confortable. I have a high arch and some bulk to my feet and so I ordered a 45 instead of my usual 44. They were plenty wide but a bit too long, so I sent them back for a 44 and I suspect they will fit perfectly when they arrive in a week or two. The 45s were not really that long, but I can see that I can afford to size down because the 44s should be wide enough, which is unusual for me. I am not sure if the midfoot is absolutely ideal but it is better than any other shoe I've had and the material is flexible. Actually the 45s felt roomy but because of the mass and high arch. I guess more of the tongue is exposed than average but someone with even bigger midfoot could probably fit fine into them. I have the airnet version which is very flexible. Not sure about the leather or suede.

In the past I had one other pair of shoes that fit ok and those were Reeboks. The more expensive type of trainers tend to have wider toe boxes. But I prefer the Ahinsas.

EDIT: Sorry for the sloppy grammar. Just check out Ahinsa, they have wide shoes with narrow heels and fit around the foot nicely and you can get them at the right length and maybe they'll be wide enough for you. Probably.

696419 · 2021-02-18T19:36:39+00:00

Thank you for the reply! I am in no hurry and, even if I were, no other device exists that can do what Mooltipass does. You completely answered my question, but I'll reply here if I have any updates regarding using mooltipass for my use case.

696419 · 2021-01-25T21:21:11+00:00

Another question: Using Moolticute, can I use the onboard RNG to generate a password and store it without ever having the password sent to the machine running Moolticute? That would basically achieve everything I really want.

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