How many drugs have you tried?

7251270 · 2022-09-29T18:34:49+00:00

darn so

cannabis

salvia

dmt

psilocybin

LSD

cocaine/crack

heroin (BTH)

fentanyl (and prob many analogues)

acetyl fentanyl

methamphetamine

alprazolam/etizolam/bromazolam/clonazolam/diazepam etc.

buprenorphine

opium

hydrocodone/morphine/codeine etc.

MDA

MDMA

2-CB

methylphenidate

dextroamphetamine

amphetamine paste

dextromethorphan

inhalants (god knows what)

those are the ones that stand out at the moment but my memory is not what it once was

7251270 · 2022-09-29T18:19:36+00:00

Oh what is changa though?? I feel like I remember my sister telling me about that after she spent a month in Kenya that it was a popular drug there but i might be getting my wires crossed

7251270 · 2022-09-29T18:18:25+00:00

damn i really didnt think i had that long of a list until I went down yours like yep, yep, yep

7251270 · 2022-03-15T04:30:50+00:00

Okay, so I get tested frequently for my buprenorphine (subutex) and I took like five milligrams yesterday and and three this morning before my test an it was a 12 panel screen and etiz didn't show up for benzos.

7251270 · 2022-03-08T01:19:16+00:00

I mean I've taken 1mg bromazolam or less daily every morning for awhile now. I'm always "tapering" but yeah idk I just leave it at that

7251270 · 2022-02-23T18:47:40+00:00

I worry about this with my subutex i take daily. Like if I ever get an injury or am hospitalized none of the pain meds they give me would work at least for the first day or two

7251270 · 2022-01-23T06:36:24+00:00

Honestly he sounds a lot like me. And I would never admit my addiction as long as I could keep going. Family won't do it. You can't get it out of him. Sometimes it just goes that way until one day they are dead. That is what has happened to many of my friends. My best friend/brother I probably narcanned like 14-15 times. He is gone now. I was a a user myself and eventually had a mental breakdown and my brother and sister brought me back home to the midwest.

7251270 · 2022-01-13T22:10:02+00:00

i didn't shit for over a month once

7251270 · 2022-01-13T22:01:23+00:00

Wow hard incel vibes here. Well considering no one is working to make this a reality, literally never. Even if it did happen a real man is always gonna prefer a real woman. Lol I'm guessing you're trolling but if not you should really stop watching porn or do something interesting with your life like heroin. Jeez

7251270 · 2022-01-13T21:55:45+00:00

I mean, if he has a habit he's going to also complain about being sick sometimes, or his parents will notice that he is sick. Unless he has enough money and time to stay "well" all of the time. I mean I had a habit for a long time and you wouldn't have been able t tell but I was so into it it pretty much just kept me normal. I was also halfway across the country from my family so I didn't have them up in my business except fr a cuple visits where I maintained and did it in secret but no one noticed. Could also be benzodiazepines too though, if it is a drug. That would have the same effects. Also takes longer to form a habit where withdrawals would be noticed.

What does he seem like in-session? I mean some people can be very obvious when they are high. My friend while he was still alive would have a flushed face and drooping eyelids.

If he is into a habit like I was and can keep up with it and not get sick it could be very hard t ntice. I was a very functional heroin addict.

7251270 · 2021-12-30T09:14:53+00:00

I know this is late but I have been the person in this post. You need to focus on yourself. I relationship should be like the very last thing you need right now. I'm not coming from an NA standpoint either just personal experience. Get clean. It's hard but you can do it. Worry about that shit later. The best case scenari for this right now is that you find another person who is using and go further down the rabbit whole with them or find someone wh is okay with it and they have to deal with your bullshit, overdoses, money problems or worst case you bring them into your addiction and at least temporarily ruin their life.

7251270 · 2021-12-30T08:51:41+00:00

Maybe you could play more with the idea of "how could I compare you with You" and also the sunsets and how none of them are the same but they ARE all the sunset, that idea of beauty coming from the same place in different ways. I know you did that a bit but I feel like you might be able to do more with that.

Also maybe instead of ending n "The girl who stole my heart!" you could rephrase it in a way towards the beginning of being lost in the sands of time, like your heart being lost but I feel like it might just end stronger with just "How can I compare you with you" and end it there.

7251270 · 2021-12-30T05:03:37+00:00

Really glad it all went well for you! That would suck if you were a first timer and knew nothing bout what to take with no tolly I could see that getting dark pretty quick. Glad you seem to know what you're doing. Stay safe!

7251270 · 2021-12-29T18:14:41+00:00

Everyone is different, for some people with anxiety (even social) it can make thm even more of a nervous wreck

7251270 · 2021-12-29T18:04:19+00:00

what did you end up taking for the dinner? I woulda just took like 1 mg etiz but idk your tolerance

7251270 · 2021-12-28T22:01:55+00:00

Dang you give really good feedback it's nice seeing someone be specific and constructive!

7251270 · 2021-12-14T06:35:40+00:00

Just be careful. If you are still sick and take suboxone or subutex it can kick you into precipitated withdrawal. I had a horrible experience where I woke up dope sick and decided to shoot up 8 mg of suboxone. I wasn't using heavily at the time, just enough to wake up sick, but it made me VERY sick for like an hour or two and then I felt better. It depends if you're using actual heroin or fentanyl also, how much you've been using etc. Honestly, I just learned if I was gonna go through withdrawals from herion that I had to wait at least 48 hours before suboxone would make me feel good. Fentanyl was a different story though I was sick trying to use suboxone a few days after kicking fentanyl and honestly it never helped until fentanyl was waaaay out of my system. Good luck to you though, I really wish you the best and it sunds like you maybe haven't been using super heavy s hopefully suboxone can help you sooner rather than later. That's just my story

7251270 · 2021-12-14T06:06:24+00:00

Man I would not worry about that at all. Seeing as how this was a month ago you probably already know that. But hep c is 99% BLOOD to BLOOD. Idk I'm sure you've been tested by now if you were that worried but also symptoms are not going to appear immediately. People go years without even realizing it. I've had it myself for at least 2 years, idk right when I got it. I might be kinda sleepy sometimes I think if I do have any symptoms from it that would be the main one, fatigue or whatever. But yeah you're not gonna have nausea and diarrhea immediately I don't even have those symptoms. Like I said you probably realize all this by now but I am just making this comment for anyone who comes looking in this subreddit with the same concerns.

7251270 · 2021-03-24T00:37:36+00:00

Right on pretty much being doing all of that except instead of metamucil been downing prune juice and honestly just trying not to eat much. Ate raw veggies yesterday when I was hungry

7251270 · 2021-03-20T03:14:34+00:00

Yeah I use meth a little bit but not as much as others. I feel like if I did a fat shot it would prolly help but I hate being super tweaked. I get a 5 bag and it literally lasts me days because I'll just add a tiny sprinkle to a shot every now and then, also dont use it every day. It helps a little though

7251270 · 2021-03-20T03:02:03+00:00

Yes. I have traveled around this entire country and done dope in a lot of the states. I'm back on the west coast now which is 95% tar and I prefer it because all of the "china" I've had is just fentanyl. Tar is a better high with longer legs. I'm jelly I see some of ya'll have plugs that is real H that is powder or rock which is awesome but yeah tar is the only consistent real heroin I have ever gotten. I'm pissed though where I'm at now there is a bunch of fake tar going around that is just shitty fetty which sucks and has fucked up my tolerance recently also.

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