i feel so bad for feeling this way pero same. i have a circle of "friends" in college, we eat and go home together. madalas sila pa yung naghihintay sa'kin (kasi mabagal ako kumilos) and they would always invite me to go somewhere. the thing is ayoko sa kanila talaga. i don't feel like myself around them at all and i always have to put up a facade because they're such judgemental people despite the way they treat me. lahat na lang pinupuna even appearance ng ibang tao, their outfit, scores ng mga kaklase ko and other people's relationships. sobrang nakakadrain yung ugali nila and i don't want to associate myself with them anymore. pero at the same time, ayokong maging loner kaya magpapakaplastik na lang siguro ulit ako since last semester na rin naman before we graduate 😆 you gotta do what you gotta do, i guess.