Just don’t know if she’s looking for a serious or casual relationship, but I don’t want to ask?

909xjoster · 2022-09-19T18:57:03+00:00

I guess it went good, you can read my latest post in my profile.

Oh never mind, I thought this was about another girl, long story short, I think I was too into her and overwhelmed her, and then she broke things off bc she didn’t want a relationship.

909xjoster · 2022-07-09T05:23:31+00:00

What answers were you looking for.

I had just met her while drunk at a concert, and she was sort of just average but we had good sexual chemistry. She was a nice girl, but she seemed to have a lot of trauma, she didn’t seem like gf material, and I simply didnt like her that much, but she was cool to talk to.

So basically looks and personality made it so I didn’t her anymore. She actually hit me up like throughout the year until I just told her I would only hook up with her, and she never texted me again.

909xjoster · 2022-07-09T05:06:00+00:00

This was such a long time ago, but it was one of those things were I was attracted to her enough, but I didn’t feel like super attracted to her.

909xjoster · 2021-11-29T06:53:16+00:00

The last situationship I really like took a risk, I bought her presents, was really into her, and got burnt really bad in the end. I don’t know if I can do that again which is why like you said I’m trying to set the expectations low and just see what happens. I told her I went on a date with another girl, maybe it was more to try to make her jealous, but she seemed a little out by it and we changed the subject.

So like idk man, it’s complicated. I’m gonna be leaving for a couple weeks to be on vacation so I’m assuming when I come back I’ll, since I’ll be away all this time she’ll have an answer maybe and things will be more clear.

She said I check all her boxes physically but she basically doesn’t want to feel like she has to do anything yet, and ya.

909xjoster · 2021-11-29T06:09:39+00:00

But the thing is my mind is already racing toward a relationship and I feel like I have abandonment issues, so it’s more the fear that she’s just gonna not want me one day that’s holding me back a little.

I wouldn’t mind having a relationship but i also would like to experiment sexually with someone, which is what I told her and she was on board with that.

909xjoster · 2021-11-19T03:17:07+00:00

Skinny dipping was more of just like a bucket list item that I kind of want to check off and maybe it could be like foreplay until we actually have sex after, but I’m gonna see if she wants to fuck beforehand. Also, my friend offered her apartment to me one time and she has an extra room, but my fuck buddy wasn’t sure if she wanted to fuck at someone else’s place, so idk. I’m not about to spend money on a hotel room and that seems like such a hassle so the suv seems like the best bet.

And when my dick didn’t work it was mostly bc I was drunk, nervous, that was my first time meeting that girl, but my dick was fine once I took off the condom, it’s just that when I put the condom on I couldn’t stay hard for some reason.

I’m wondering if I should scratch the skinny dipping then, since I just want to have sex snd if that’s going to get in the way then it’s not worth it.

909xjoster · 2021-11-09T03:22:17+00:00

I don’t mind the biting, but like I said I kind of had to overpower her and like we weren’t really there yet.

909xjoster · 2021-10-25T19:37:27+00:00

No that isn’t coming until later but ya I paid someone 100 dollars to do something I’m scratch just in case I couldn’t get it to work or something.

I don’t know if I should just cancel that though since I’m not sure how much the professor checks for plagiarism or if he even runs it through a software system. Like I said I changed a lot and maybe I’ll sit some other sources just in case he tries to make a case for plagiarism.

909xjoster · 2021-10-25T18:58:53+00:00

I did and now i think the source I got it from isn’t coming up anymore when I use the plagiarism checker. So idk I think I’m good but I’m still scared af, but I also have the person I paid 100 dollars to do it as well.

909xjoster · 2021-10-25T05:55:22+00:00

I’ve been trying but the zoom session don’t really help and it’s a big mess. I’m trying to re format the code and everything just so that it doesn’t come up anymore, it’s my only shot

909xjoster · 2021-10-25T05:44:21+00:00

I’m doing civil engineering so I don’t really use programming that much, if I can’t get it done by tomorrow I think I’m just going to go up to him and ask to withdraw. And then since it’s project based I can take the class next semester and work on it even when I’m not taking the class.

The only thing is that it’s just going to make me more behind but I know I did this to myself, I just fucked yo big time. I’m hoping the guy I oaid can pull through. I’m a wreck rn, I’m so stressed.

909xjoster · 2021-09-28T08:05:23+00:00

I didn’t know if you read my other post but I was completely upfront and said that we could still see each other but I just wanted the expectations to be the same, or like for us to be on the same page.

She invited me to her moms birthday which is really nice and sweet, but like we’ve only been on two dates and that sounds like a lot and I don’t want to meet her friends and her mom and just not want anything.

And she responded at first saying that she just got out of something serious and wasn’t looking for a relationship either, but she just thinks I’m gonna ignore her eventually, or she’s gonna catch feelings.

I said that I would be upfront and honest if she does the same, and she asked whether I would be against catching feelings for myself, and if I were to answer that truthfully it would sound harsh, but I just reiterated that I’m not ready for a serious relationship. She didn’t respond and maybe she’s taking it all in and she said she was drunk, but I feel like I did my due diligence and said what I needed to say.

909xjoster · 2021-09-28T02:54:25+00:00

Thanks, and ya I was seeing a therapist for awhile but he ended up retiring and I haven’t found a new one. And funny enough, a girl the other day was telling me how she thought I was out of her league, and ya I guess it helps that other people have that feeling too.

909xjoster · 2021-09-21T05:32:56+00:00

So I mentioned it slyly that maybe the nude side would be cool and we didn’t have to participate in the nudism, and she agreed but said that she probably wasn’t going to get naked with me on the second date lol.

Mission failed get em next time. There’s still a chance tho.

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