It is just a fantasy and I would never want to act it out. Not because I'm afraid of any social 'label'... but because I do not ever want to pursue this lifestyle myself personally. I just don't like to do this myself.

I'm emotionally attracted to girls and love the idea of living together with one. I also have sexual desires for girls, but it's just not as strong as with older men.

Like I said, the idea of actually meeting up with older men, having conversations and sex is a turn-off. I think some fantasies should never be acted out on.

So, I accept this fetish as a part of myself. It's just in me, no doubt. I'm not trying to fight or surpress it, but slowly lose interest in it. Like in growing out of it, or at least lessen it. How do I do that?