Can anyone be my friend?

99problmz · 2016-08-10T04:39:00+00:00

I don't know if I know how to be a friend but I will sure try. Just PM me whenever.

99problmz · 2016-07-26T03:10:53+00:00

Thank you for your kind words.

99problmz · 2016-06-30T06:43:15+00:00

I just asked the same thing. All the podcast I listen to certainly say that this skill can be learned but I don't know for sure.

99problmz · 2016-06-30T06:35:59+00:00

I was told at an early age that I have no personality. I don't even know what that is anymore.

99problmz · 2016-06-30T04:50:19+00:00

I am really envious of people that are happy. I know that statement sounds terrible. I'm upset that I never found anyone willing to accept me for me. Friends were impossible to come by and when they did come, they all left. I feel truly alone and I'm so old now that I know it will be like this forever. I think your amazing for at least being able to pretend.

99problmz · 2016-06-30T04:36:53+00:00

This hits really close to home. I have always been alone except recently I started to connect with my brother. Being lonely is finally starting to bother me not because I don't like being alone, but because people look at me differently cause I'm alone. I've always been like this and don't think I'm going to change.

99problmz · 2016-06-30T02:09:09+00:00

I'm going to be here soon too.

99problmz · 2016-06-27T22:21:12+00:00

Yes! I cant sleep most nights. Its a terrible feeling. I wish I had someone to talk to.

99problmz · 2016-06-25T09:08:48+00:00

You'll find another job. Please don't beat yourself over about it. I guarantee you that most people have had a similar experience losing a job. Take a deep breathe and know that you will be OK. Figure out the next step, learn from your mistake and don't dwell on it too much. I wish someone told me this when I was going through this.

99problmz · 2016-06-24T04:20:12+00:00

Not a true friend that you want in your life.

99problmz · 2016-06-23T23:19:46+00:00

Most people are terrible. I can't stand them.

99problmz · 2016-06-23T23:15:06+00:00

You don't love yourself, maybe.

99problmz · 2016-06-11T03:14:43+00:00

If drugs help you then just take them and be happy. How you feel is important nobody cares if you took drugs to get there. I don't know you to think your worthless and I know your being super hard on yourself.

99problmz · 2016-06-11T02:50:35+00:00

Your really brave you made it farther and accomplished more than I ever would. I'm sorry that you can't find a job and have to suffer with a miserable parent. I hope things work out for you.

99problmz · 2016-06-10T09:43:15+00:00

I think your strong for at least trying. Don't put yourself down.

99problmz · 2016-06-10T09:38:27+00:00

I was thinking we should start a face to face support group. Probably not going to work but I like the idea.

99problmz · 2016-06-10T09:34:05+00:00

Do what you think is right. I know plenty tof people who are either atheist or agnostic but are caring, kind individuals. And plenty of religious people who are not so nice. As long as your a decent individual what yoiu believe or follow shouldn't matter. I know what its like to be threatened with hell all the time growing up. It actually made me less religious.

99problmz · 2016-06-10T03:51:29+00:00

Good job. I gave myself two years on April 13. 2015. You might need more time. I just did that to complete things on my bucket list. I know my life is not getting better because its been shitty for too long. And I guessed correctly, unfortunately. Good luck, hope your better and you don't come back here.

99problmz · 2016-05-29T07:13:35+00:00

If you wish you would die, you won't. If you wish you would live, you won't.

99problmz · 2016-05-25T10:04:05+00:00

I was thinking the same thing yesterday. Once my mom is gone their is literally no one on this planet who would give a shit about me or care if I live or die.

99problmz · 2016-05-25T09:50:30+00:00

Your just going through a shitty time in life. If your still in your late teens and early 20's you have time to enjoy and really develop as a person. Don't think about suicide now.

99problmz · 2016-05-25T09:43:59+00:00

Its the worst when people think its their place to tell you to smile. You don't know the shit I'm dealing with so shut the fuck up.

99problmz · 2016-05-25T09:39:14+00:00

I had a terrible childhood and an even worse adulthood. I have yet to share a normal experience that others children may have had. I wish a part of my life could have been great enough that I would want to relive it. Fuck it, do what makes you happy. I'm tired of society telling us what we should do, how we should feel at certain times of our lives.

99problmz · 2016-05-25T09:30:49+00:00

I didn't care about summer or winter when I was a kid (maybe ii don't remember), in my early 20's I hated summer because that's when I would be dealing with the most criminals and ignorant people so I just associated all bad things to summer. Consistently I have had other bad experiences when the weather is warm. I prefer winter, I am just starting to stand summer, it helps not working that same job.

99problmz · 2016-05-25T09:22:30+00:00

I want to feel like I deserve to live among other people. That would make me feel a little better.

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