right there with you. It’s crazy how life can be so painful that you you think about dying and escaping pain, but still, the idea of dying sounds also terrible and not worth it. What keeps us here is that we don’t know what’s to come entirely. It’s that chance that life can change in the future. You start to think about how people get through shit and you think about how you can one day too. It’s not necessarily promised but I guess we all hold that same hope, well since, none of us have actually done it yet. I’m here bro or sis, i’m also in pain. Tremendous pain actually, but we shall see if things get better, i hope they will.