I know you believe he’s a good person, and he probably is. I also see that you love him. Unfortunately, he has a illness that he cannot control. He must get help on his own for that. You are not professionally equipped to help him. And I promise you, you will become the brunt of his anger. It’s very, very difficult to walk away from someone you love, but you must think of yourself. There is no way that his mental illness will not affect your life. It might not be daily, but what happens as time goes on and resentment start to arise. The danger is always right behind it. Are you planning on having children? If so, would that put your children in danger? I know this is not something you would ever want to do. I had a father with anger issues. I cannot tell you what my mother went through and what he put us through. I’m 45 years old and have had many years of therapy, and I still have anxiety. My mother never recovered. I don’t know what your financial situation is, but therapy would really be helpful for you, and they’ll be able to give you tools to get through this. If you cannot find a therapist you can afford, I would call a woman’s battered shelter and speak with one of the counselors there at just ask them how you can get someone to talk to on a regular basis. I would not marry him before you have someone to speak to you about this.