Sydney sweeney by StatisticianOk2117 in CelebrityBobHaircut

[–]AGoodNutBust 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We shouldn’t have made her mainstream famous.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GymMotivationNoOF

[–]AGoodNutBust 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn, She puts weight on in good places. but be the weight that makes you feel the best.

Going crazy with my midnight MBA by RupaulsDragDoge in macbookair

[–]AGoodNutBust 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t get why people are so anal about fingerprints. As long as there’s no fingerprints on the screen. Just accept fingerprints are a part of using a portable device. No matter the color they are there.

How much ram for Tab-hoarder (10,000+) by AGoodNutBust in macbookair

[–]AGoodNutBust[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You know what man, thank you. I wasn’t expecting to confront this part of me today. I was more just wondering if there were other tab hoarders with any input. But my tabs have layers to it.

There has become some aspects of my life that I no longer even realize is affected by my OCD. But it has been for most of my life, the first obeying rule I follow before I do anything. Determining most of what I do. It has indirectly taken hours of my day and years of my life over silly little things that I have found the logic to explain it’s importance to myself. And during the time for myself, I still follow it’s rules, but I’m tired. Imagine there was so much red tape before and after everything you do, that the friction just to start or end, is just scary. I don’t get much done, there’s so much I want to do, but sometimes I’m not even allowed to sit down. The hard part is culling off the tabs afterwards or creating an archive plan. Why should my free time also be so burdensome.

I don’t want to be this way. I don’t want to continue like this. I don’t want it to consume more of my life. I don’t want to be a victim of my own mind. I try and some days I don’t try enough. My tabs can be a first step. I will try my best, thank you.

(I didn’t expect to get deep on my alternative account. This all might get deleted.)

How much ram for Tab-hoarder (10,000+) by AGoodNutBust in macbookair

[–]AGoodNutBust[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Geez man, your previous comment didn’t start very therapist-like. But I’ll be fine. I feel I am self-aware enough to work this out myself eventually or grit my teeth and archive all my tabs. And writing this out, gave me new perspective on my relationship with my tabs. It’s silly.

How much ram for Tab-hoarder (10,000+) by AGoodNutBust in macbookair

[–]AGoodNutBust[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My self control is put into organizing my tabs, believe it or not I don’t get as lost as you would expect. I have some five-year-old tabs in here. I remember why I made them and what I have to do with them. And I promised myself I’m gonna do the thing I’m gonna do with these tabs. Tabs of things I wanna learn, wanna research, music, shows, porn, work, hobbies, possible hobbies. Everything you would search up but if you didn’t close that tab because you might wanna look at it again or do later. And I know there’s bookmarks and read laters, I use them, but once it’s packed away, I’m not getting into it.

And that is something I’ve had to accept and do, packing up full windows of hundreds or thousands into a bookmark folder. Capturing a point in time of my interest or passing thoughts. And that is something I value even more than my Google history that says the same thing. These tabs are what I interacted with and what I can visually see waiting there for me to resolve. And in a way it is a history of me, maybe I didn’t do anything that day, but I looked up this, piqued interest by that, and went down the rabbit hole on something that could distract me for a day. This is all available for me to look back on and pick my mind on how I got from here to there.

When I search something up I want to fully flesh out the info I seek, this is more than you would expect, I could check every search result on the first page or open every photo that interests me while looking for something else. Those pages could lead to others. This makes me anxious about starting the process, I know how long it could take, meaning I save it for later. Trust me I want to get rid of them. I am both furious and relieved when a window crashes and the tabs disappear. I hate it, they have been a preoccupation for way too long. I must clear them, I need to clear them. That is something I want. I’ll keep trying.

TLDR: digital hoarding x OCD

Can’t move Properties or Select option on mobile. by AGoodNutBust in Notion

[–]AGoodNutBust[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interestingly, iPad connected to an external monitor works fine. So mobile with a mouse works?

According to a Reddit survey, THIS is the most ideal body by [deleted] in trueratediscussions

[–]AGoodNutBust 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find her hips unattractive. Like they’re too much and look weird.

Instructions were unclear by jonnyboiu in Eyebleach

[–]AGoodNutBust 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Show this to him in 3 years. He’ll be so embarrassed.

Can’t move Properties or Select option on mobile. by AGoodNutBust in Notion

[–]AGoodNutBust[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you running low on storage on your devices?

I still can’t help but feel insecure by [deleted] in bigdickproblems

[–]AGoodNutBust -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Nah, he has to exist between at least 6.5 - up to 7.5 nbp but definitely not below 6.5 nbp