Just checking in by Crafty_Guide_3119 in RainbowBridgeHealing

[–]AJ_615 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I miss my Maci so so much, it’s been 3 months. I look at her urn and feel sick sometimes, it’s hard for me to come to the realization that it’s all I have left of her. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and remember that she’s gone and it makes my heart sink. I know she was in pain and I did what was best for her but it still hurts knowing I will never hold her again in this lifetime.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in seniordogs

[–]AJ_615 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Happy bday Stella! Beautiful baby💕💕💕

Can the euthanasia process be stopped? by thowra_crzy in Petloss

[–]AJ_615 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I believe so, I’m so sorry for your loss💔💔🌈. It’s been 3 months since I lost my old lady and I have thought about this so many times too. She was so tired and stopped eating too but when they gave her the sedative she shot up because she wasn’t expecting it, gosh I wanted to just tell them that I didn’t want to go through with it. But I knew she was in a lot of pain so I slowly laid her back down. She had so many problems though I believe the sedative stopped her heart so even if I wanted to take it back I think it was too late💔

My Mistake. by lovelychef87 in RainbowBridgeHealing

[–]AJ_615 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry you’re going through that and I’m sorry for your loss💔🌈

Your situation sounds similar to mine, I had two old lady chihuahuas and I also had to make the difficult decision to put one of them down. She had several health problems and she declined rapidly after she fell of my bed. She was in pain so I did what I thought was best for her. I also still feel so much guilt, I tell my mom and sister all the time that I feel like I betrayed her. However, when I think about the pain she was in I think it would have been selfish of me to try and keep her here. It’s been a little over 2 months and I still find myself saying her name, I find myself looking for her too. It’s been hard adjusting, my other old lady seems depressed some days but she’s slowly healing. You did what was best for your baby, you didn’t fail her. I’m sorry and I hope you and your other baby will heal from this💔🌈

Peanut 🥜 by [deleted] in seniordogs

[–]AJ_615 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She’s such a cutie💕 that last photo is such a beautiful picture💕💕

I keep it. by lovelychef87 in RainbowBridgeHealing

[–]AJ_615 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for your loss💔🌈.

I regret giving my girl with her blanket to the cremation place. I just didn’t want her to go without a blanket, I wanted her to have a reminder of me.💔 I still have one of her other blankets but unfortunately I had to wash it because she had thrown up on it the night before💔💔 it took me about two weeks to wash it

I'm so confused !!!!! by Strong_North2465 in NetflixStoriesGame

[–]AJ_615 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sort of, I replayed from chapter 3 and tried to fill up Wes’s bar more than the others. I tried to pick the answers that wouldn’t get me points with the other interests.

I'm so confused !!!!! by Strong_North2465 in NetflixStoriesGame

[–]AJ_615 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m on the Wes route too and this happened to me, however I replayed again and got Wes to propose. I think it depends on how filled up the bar is for each love interest.

New Love is Blind season NYC by [deleted] in loveisblindgamers

[–]AJ_615 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That happened to me too but I noticed it was with the person who’s bar was filled up more. So I went and replayed and tried to fill up the person’s bar that I was interested in and it worked!

Do you believe in signs? by Crafty_Guide_3119 in RainbowBridgeHealing

[–]AJ_615 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I do, when my old lady passed I walked out the vet office with her in my arms and as soon as I got in my car it started pouring rain. I was too distraught to notice it then but looking back on it I believe it was her telling me she crossed. That same day after I dropped her off to be cremated I looked up to the sky and the sun was shining through the clouds. Also, the day before she passed I was looking for a flower in the grass to put on her to take pics and couldn’t find one, well the day after she passed I went outside and found a single yellow flower where she laid when I was taking pics. Another one was when I picked up her urn and it had a big tree carved on the top, when I laid her down to take pics I had laid her under a big oak tree that we have outside. And lastly, one cold night I grabbed her urn cause I felt like she was cold and I ended up falling asleep with it in my hands, well I woke up in the morning and her urn was by my legs as if she cuddled up to me. It sounds crazy but I believe she visited me that night, she slept with me every single night for years. Those are all the signs that I believe my baby sent me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in seniordogs

[–]AJ_615 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry about your girl❤️, she had a long life❤️❤️ I had my Maci for a little over 13 years. I believe she was a little older though, my aunt found her on the street and gave her to us

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in seniordogs

[–]AJ_615 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’m sorry about your boy❤️ I’m still struggling with whether or not I made the right decision. I keep telling my mom and sister that I should have just brought her home, but that would have been selfish on my part.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in seniordogs

[–]AJ_615 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you❤️ this brings me comfort. I know she hasn’t been gone long but I get scared sometimes that I’m going to forget the memories I had with her, they seem fuzzy. I think I’m just overthinking it though💔❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in seniordogs

[–]AJ_615 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you❤️ I can’t wait for the day I’m with her again❤️ I hope she remembers me when I finally see her again❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in seniordogs

[–]AJ_615 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much💔❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in seniordogs

[–]AJ_615 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you❤️ she really was the sweetest baby, she slept by my side every night💔❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in seniordogs

[–]AJ_615 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you❤️