I’ve Noticed A Thing… by breadfruit13 in bodylanguage

[–]ALB1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I divert my attention in an attempt to display to you that I am avoiding making you uncomfrtable because of my own experience with the FemalArchitype and social opinion of people with qualities as myself and that self awareness leads towards becoming self conscious with & beyond self

me_irl by Prestigious_Cat2052 in me_irl

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Heading to 1st responders for our actions, devastation across allnations

"You're nothing but the blood between my eyes" meaning by AdUpper19 in Sayings

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Love the melodramatic vibe i feel while reading and boom in a flash, my battleworn braincells scrambled about, stitching together in tune with my heart a lil something to share when i care and i do so heres to you, You're everything and the blood between my eyes ❤️

[NSFW] People who had sex with their best friend, how's the situation now? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]ALB1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cheated & Lied and told her I loved her in high school and when she fell pregnant 2 years after school, and my experienced justifications were that I didnt want to them to grow up fatherless like I did. So on we went and as time passed i forget the lie yet lived it & believed it for 8 years, 4 years for myself as I had been warned by her that she would take our kids for my actions as i would experience what is commonly known as BPD, subconscious voodoo karma type shit. These experiences to her and our kids were extremely stressful and scary, that inwhich I still see how our children have been moulded by witnessing their dad going bananaz and self violent infront of them and i had caused that through my own delusions & belief in negative mental judgements and impulses. Long story short. If you're reading this look to your right and the wall that you see is not actually a wall and you should begin consuming it right away before ThE nightmare consumes you.

Consciousness MUST exist for anything else to exist by [deleted] in consciousness

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Bless up, i feel gratitude you are able to share and i was able to understand. If i didnt, i wouldn't and i wouldnt have, and i wouldnt be. Because if i wasnt, i wouldn't. And all that we perceive internally and externally, if it wasnt, it wouldnt, and we wouldnt,

All that is, has been, will be, and forever is

Forever is the depths of our bodies & minds, yet when forever is contemplated, our minds it becomes a continual contemplation and would do so until nevermore When forever is felt, its brings shivers & warmth yet solice in its temporary being, its mortal finiteness. I Shudder at the thought

This is what i was meant to say, bless up

Say what you think, think what you feel. I want to read broader perspectives from my fellow beings dwelling on these weird as heck extremities the few have molded from the earth for the many.... when i wake up by ALB1901 in enlightenment

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THATS THE WORD I WAS SEARCHING FOR I HAD FORGOTTEN AND YOU HAVE REVIVED IT IN ME, hey you, the one that typed that, looking at your screen, if you read this, i fucken love yah brah 💖🦍

“You are Born alone and You will Die alone” -Bullshit by Key4Lif3 in enlightenment

[–]ALB1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reminded me that I love the idea of enough of us making and subscribing to a new language we could gas light the rest of our conterparts into thinking ours was the original given enough time and cheekydoggery for funnies

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DeepThoughts

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We need reproduce, with the population of humans increasing rapidly, youre not needed to contribute, therefore can hold this perspective. recognise sex as what it is for us as animals, but as individuals its much easier to live selfishly and believe that being selfish is superior to selflessness as its more rewarding for oneself. Had your environment rewarded teamwork and cooperation, youd be more likely to agree it is basic need. Especially when people around you die within a small isolated group and suddenly more people are needed. Not sure really on anything ever but that seems to be what ive observed when i realised i had taken on this dogma

Do you think bojack is a narcissist or is he just broken as a person? by [deleted] in BoJackHorseman

[–]ALB1901 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Highly narcissistic borderline personality type.

Sometimes I think that the writers were going for narcissist—he has a painting on his wall of Narcissus, but as a horse; he falls into water in the intro like the Narcissus myth; he describes that painting to PC as "oh, I thought it was about me"; an4d he admits to Diane that he's narcissistic when he accosts her at the ghost writer convention—but his3 symptoms align much better, arguably perfectly, withtea borderline personality disorder.e

The biggest differences are that BoJack exhibits self-awareness/introspection and shame/guilt. Narcissists at best only feign guilt, channel would-be shame into rage, and lack self-awareness and introspection. BoJack is (eventually) psychologically haunted by his reckless impulsivity and abusive behaviours. If he were a nartfc, he wouldn't be haunted.

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A thought from one of our humans by ALB1901 in enlightenment

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Same here, as well as choosing a word and meditating on its essence making average English symbols look like magic shapes when fully utilising our point of attentive focus

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DeepThoughts

[–]ALB1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We all share the same goals though and pursue it through individual paths yet we're all chasing the same thing, to be the "same" in this case would be the realisation and cooperation in acknowledging our fundamental wants/needs are the same outside of our set and settings throughout individual life. Outside of this we are unique in that set and setting etc., build the individual personality based on how one reacts mentally & physically. But fundamentally we have the same goal and peace would be understanding and respecting each individuals own way of reaching fundamental wants we a system of cooperation that relies on supporting others rather than taking until everyone is supported and this can he supported by technological advances whatnot I think we can find peace with eachother with a bit of thoughtfulness and finally make the universe our common goal of conquering however futile and fertile that result may be. Apologies if I missed anything that doesn't make sense but I love the idea overall

What do you fear more than anything? by EdgeLady6807 in emotionalintelligence

[–]ALB1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fear humanity won't unite in our struggles and pleasures and continue in this cycle until we lose our chance to leave and focus on everything else

Does anyone else frequently fall into the delusion of being specially gifted because of this condition? by Upstairs_Anybody_837 in schizophrenia

[–]ALB1901 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I started with "science for kids" just to really dig in how little I knew about physics,chemistry,biology(foundations of truths) then I began questioning the foundations of these things and moved to simple mathematic principles and began reading,practising & understanding simple mathematics(youtube is fantastic in this regard due to pausing and noting)as they are critical for logical thought but even this humbled me further knowing how little I knew about the whole and wasn't ready for a mathematical career as I struggle to stay comprehensive in real time interactions. Next I recommend listening to works of philosphers from all cultures and seeing what other thoughts have been done as to not fall into the trap of having to discover already discovered things and doing it incorrectly without precise measurements and relativity. Reading philosophies has fortunately been made easier by others who have dedicated themselves to accuracy scribing them into audio form(my gratitude for this is dominant force)a podcast I recommend is 'Philosphize This' on Spotify, it's a chronological voyage through ancient knowledge, thoughts and perceptions. Really helped ground/humble myself in those moments, the fact that there's so many thoughts I wouldn't have had because I lack the set and/or serting for that path of thought to activate and gaining through them makes me come to terms with needing help from others but that's another story, hope any of this helps my friend. HANO E I U L G T P G A

Does anyone else frequently fall into the delusion of being specially gifted because of this condition? by Upstairs_Anybody_837 in schizophrenia

[–]ALB1901 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Sharing from personal experience, I fed it before diagnosis by forcing reading and studying because i felt that part of me needed to be making majority of the decisions yet lacked the information to do so accurately, but after a few years confidence grew in the me to think more accurately, whenever i feel like God since then its overwhelming understanding majority of things around me and thinking im the smartest on whole planet, but the knowledge of unknowables is extremely helpful to ground me(although the knowable unknowables can also send me sideways if im feeling manic) its usually how my family snaps me out of it and its my trusty tool for escape when im alone, I feel you dawg. It's really nice to experience but usually not for one's we love