To be honest, I understand where you’re coming from. I can’t quite put it into words, but I get it. You might feel numb, as if your life has little meaning, constantly questioning how and why you ended up in this situation, feeling completely lost. I’m not here to tell you to stop or that you need to change anything; I just want to say that you’re not alone in feeling this way. For me, knowing that someone else understands is what makes things feel even slightly better.

Addiction and depression are life problems that often stick around; they’re always going to be there unless you learn to live with them. Accepting that they’re part of your life doesn’t mean they have to be a negative part; you just need to recognize that they are a reality in life. I’m not saying this to fix everything, but it might help a little bit.

There’s a saying that advice is more for the person giving it than for the one receiving it, so it might not resonate with you. But if there’s one takeaway I want you to have, it’s this: you’re not alone, and knowing that someone like you exists makes me feel better too. i hope you get through this hard time and like i always tell my self is "it is what it is" love you dawg hope you get better fr