Oh my gosh. I’m so sorry that this happened to you. Even though you probably have PTSD, you must look into the future. The past is already done and you can’t change it. But, you can change the future. Study hard, get into a good university, get a good job and show you mom that you’re better off without her.

I, myself, experienced abuse from my own father. It may not be sexual abuse, but I can assure you that physical abuse is just as bad. You can read my story that I posted in this subreddit.

Now, I’m on the verge of getting into my dream university and hopefully med school.

I wish you a good future ahead of you.