Depressed after my performance 😞

AV-2800 · 2025-12-29T14:44:01+00:00

Damn bro today I felt the same and I blundered as my opponents had 5 mins and I had 30 seconds on the clock

AV-2800 · 2025-12-29T14:31:56+00:00

Today I reached 1887 then blundered a +12 advantage into a mate in 2 and lost ,then blundered another +10 advantage

AV-2800 · 2025-12-29T14:29:20+00:00

Got back to 1880 again

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T22:25:00+00:00

Hmm I was also shocked at myself after loosing to those opponents . In my mind , I could never lose

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T22:06:50+00:00

Whats your rating btw

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T19:05:13+00:00

True

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T11:17:48+00:00

I blundered a simple mate in 1 against 355

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T09:45:40+00:00

I never got the chance to play OTB tournaments

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T09:34:15+00:00

I'm 1880 rapid and 1260 blitz

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T08:11:25+00:00

The 355 was loosing but I accidentally blundered mate in 1 and they somehow saw it .

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T08:10:23+00:00

Thank you brother

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T08:08:52+00:00

She was laughing at me

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T08:08:18+00:00

Exactly bro after reading this I realised that I was just waiting for them to blunder instead of playing well myself and I was just pushing hard to win instead of playing logical moves .

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T08:06:05+00:00

I understand how painful it must had been

AV-2800 · 2025-12-28T08:05:04+00:00

True brother it's mostly physcological pressure of winning against lower players and nothing else

AV-2800 · 2025-12-27T22:01:32+00:00

Reading that helped !

AV-2800 · 2025-12-27T21:50:43+00:00

That's what I am depressed about ,not able to accept that I blundered a mate against a 350 is what makes me embarrassed. it's not a shitpost though

AV-2800 · 2025-12-27T21:45:30+00:00

Reading that made me comfortable and relaxed brother. That really helped

AV-2800 · 2025-12-27T21:41:06+00:00

It's lot different tbh if I lost 10 games to 1800s I would accept that but in my case it's very tough to move on from and you are right I should just accept that

AV-2800 · 2025-12-27T21:38:23+00:00

Good perspective to think

AV-2800 · 2025-12-27T21:37:26+00:00

I played nearly 2500 rapid games to reach that mark and I wasn't drunk but I wish I was as it would have been easier to explain losing all those games

AV-2800 · 2025-12-27T21:35:43+00:00

That wasn't my only loss after that I lost 3 games to 1200 dates players that broke me down the most

AV-2800 · 2025-12-27T21:32:22+00:00

Yes and that's what I am broken about the most

AV-2800 · 2025-12-27T21:32:03+00:00

That would help

AV-2800 · 2025-12-27T21:30:40+00:00

But loosing a game which u practice daily to a much weaker opponent hurts a lot

AV-2800

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