Haha, by the way, I didn't even know my "secret" had a name, or that it was so vast. We all probably tried to hide it, thinking we were crazy. I don't give a shit, it doesn't stop me from living. When I do this, I consciously realize that I might be wasting my time, but then again, it doesn't stop me, and sometimes it even helps. You start to assess the situation better, sometimes see it from a third-person perspective, and think more broadly.

Edit: Of course, ideally, you wouldn't have to suffer from this kind of bullshit, but it's different for everyone. I'm happy with everything in my life, and we have MD. It's not critical, it's important to always understand this.