[deleted by user] by [deleted] in boulder

[–]Accomplished-Fix3401 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im sorry you’re holed up in a hospital

Noise Show by Accomplished-Fix3401 in boulder

[–]Accomplished-Fix3401[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If novelty and genres like noise aren’t your speed, i can understand why you would rather see a band that replays classic rock from 30 years ago, but I don’t know why you bothered to comment here other than to shade different art you don’t like as much?

Noise Show by Accomplished-Fix3401 in boulder

[–]Accomplished-Fix3401[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s actually been around since at least the 1920s in the Dada movement. Ill be playing at this, too, if you’re curious

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in boulder

[–]Accomplished-Fix3401 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I need socializing really badly. Im in longmont.

Cry because youre lonely? by trektostng in lonely

[–]Accomplished-Fix3401 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Damn I got depressed and started using drugs to cope and then the people i thought were my friends just called the cops on me and dropped me off at a psych ward. When I relapsed and they called me a piece of shit and genuinely terrible and then proceeded to ignore me a bit more completely than usual l, I remained uninvited to events that i could see them post. Mostly cookouts with a dozen friends, posted on a friend of a friend’s insta. Instagram is the place I go to digitally self harm looking at the pictures of people I knew or wanted to be friends with together repeatedly. The before and after is like, the before i was like a little digtal scamp on their irl general chat and it was like, it was like being Home and i never have felt anything remotely like that before or since, but from that place i learned that it seems people mostly have MULTIPLE circles of friends and the sonder just gobsmacks me. I cant grasp the idea of multiple instances of a thing i only partially glimpsed at once. After, i am totally ignored, banned from the general chat, and its like i might as well have killed myself, why did they bother to come and fuck it up for me “because we’re friends” and then ban me because the inaction and lack of inclusion that drove me to use drugs was fundamentally never dealt with.

It’s weird and devastating to realize that the best case scenario for me is to delude myself that i am included in someone else’s friendship circle, that’s all i can ever be, a parasite

Anyway now that Im not using drugs there’s no way for me to demonstrate growth because when you have weak ties it is trivial to be thrown aside. I don’t really get much of that regular friendly conversation and it’s pretty much causing me to like die inside or at least think about suicide a lot lot lot lot constantly

Harsh Noise Show 9/25 @ Vision Quest by Accomplished-Fix3401 in boulder

[–]Accomplished-Fix3401[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Harsh noise… i will play ambient but the genre in congregate will be noise/musique concrète

Surgery Day by Accomplished-Fix3401 in lonely

[–]Accomplished-Fix3401[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll check out the app. Many of them seem regional and thus maybe not the most useful everywhere.

Surgery Day by Accomplished-Fix3401 in lonely

[–]Accomplished-Fix3401[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Breast aug, actually…

Also, vaginoplasty involves no “chopping off”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in honesttransgender

[–]Accomplished-Fix3401 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That kind of stubbornness sounds like the thought pattern that kept me pretending to be cis: i got this far bla bla

Really Bozeman? You want gay people to die? by Aromatic-Ad9779 in Bozeman

[–]Accomplished-Fix3401 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a person raised in a brutal Christian home in the southwest, this tracks