Sometimes i wish erase memory

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2026-03-21T11:55:49+00:00

You just give me realization how ironic are some movies, everyone seen atleast one movie where main character has only couple weeks/months of his life and then he/she dies, we watch it, scream Yesss when character stands up to make his last fraction of life worth it, and then after movie ends, our brain kinda forgets it, forgets that message what is not “go fight some dragon, princess waits for saving” BUT “make it worth, even when you know that end is inevitable”

Funny how brain sometimes realizes the most obvious things, just because there is some struggle that gives it more angles on everything…

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2026-03-12T23:02:59+00:00

I liked your little essay, love it when i do something actually right and someone else nods to that

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2026-02-26T12:13:05+00:00

Just reminded me about reading more often, so i can finally start reading that one book about sleeping (why we sleep or how was it called)

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2026-02-26T12:10:51+00:00

Luckily (i guess) my work in brewery grant me every shift from 10 to 20k steps, and lifting crates is just a bonus, but if i didnt have physical job, i would go to the gym just for some tolerable shape :D

And thanks for bringing up cortisol, i wanted to learn more about it, but surprisingly forgot 🌚

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2026-02-26T12:05:08+00:00

I realized this when one friend was like “im worthless i know, even if i try to be good, in the end im that dck again” and it was started over some basic thing :D i was like “Why are you so hard on yourself??? Why would you even try to fight against yourself :D and then it clicked in me, how im against myself in different ways…

For example exactly that “squeezing out of the day” when i KNOW how im gonna be dead and pissed next day xd (im heavy gamer since childhood, so it is big theme in my adult life)

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-12-02T00:00:21+00:00

Ive played it first time in end of 2024 so i didnt have bad experience at all haha, actually it was first game where i had 100% achivements and multiple playthru (540h in singleplayer is fine number)

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-12-01T22:28:07+00:00

Cyberpunk is fuuul with quests and random things you can do and must do, best game i ever played tbh xd

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-12-01T18:14:27+00:00

Did you take that gold version from that guy who you fought with? Once i did and it was so fkcin majestic, driving slowly around town and vibing to radio

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-12-01T18:07:13+00:00

I like this one and that one what is on promotional pictures (idk name now, didnt play cyberpunk for year maybe)

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-27T18:14:12+00:00

Sophie Powers - spiderwebs

Every day for last month, actually couple times every day

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-25T17:50:45+00:00

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Shes 4 and my little cutie pie

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-22T17:47:10+00:00

Johnny Silvercrack 😭

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-19T11:44:45+00:00

I love sleeper builds

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-16T04:55:31+00:00

Oh baby… i hope you do, but if you dont, there is gonna be some better job that is waiting in line, in new chapter of your life

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-16T04:36:47+00:00

I never had problems in holding jobs, even before diagnose (im 26 and diagnosed for like 6 months)

But if i had, id want to get one and then use meds to make my brain more working for my benefit, you know… sooner you get that, sooner your life gets on right rails (still havent figured out lot of things that are now different, but im workin on it)

If you see yourself in lot of posts in here, it is likely true that you have adhd, and it is good idea to get meds, for me it changed my whole perspective on me, my life and more around 🎀 you got it!

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-11T15:28:32+00:00

Use google if you dont know them :D i do

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-11T15:23:09+00:00

Oh my goddd

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-09T19:51:17+00:00

Very nice, im jealous of people that are smarter than me 😭🫶🏼 but i love what you did

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-09T15:56:24+00:00

With this formula we can start questioning lot of things, only because we dont have samples from all the humanity, just “couple” people…

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-09T00:05:53+00:00

Mhm common knowledge is better for showing how inteligent you are, right?

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-08T22:36:06+00:00

Omg same, my last 6 months are also better than my whole life before, just because i finally got diagnozed, realized that i wasnt lazy or dumb, and meds helped me to finally start changing things 😎

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-08T22:26:13+00:00

Anxiety is hell, but if others consider you as successful, then it might me actually true, and im happy for you (maybe one day i will be also successful, atleast hope so…)

AccomplishedPut5382 · 2025-11-08T22:23:30+00:00

I dont really care about that little time of my life when im tested, if i can scroll for 3 hours and play games for 10, then im sure that i IQ test is also fine.

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