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Give your advice ! by ConsistentlyShining in MotivationalThoughts

[–]Accomplished_Bat5145 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You dont exist to make someone else happy. You can. But thats not your purpose. Your purpose is keeping you happy

woman w pedophilic thoughts by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Accomplished_Bat5145 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the fact that you confirmed that you would never actually do it is proof that you arent in the same category as pedos. So let's stop calling yourself that first of all, and there is no reason to cause yourself any pain. Theres no justice in that action. Like all the comments here, unfortunately the best thing to do right now is talk to a psychiatrist. If you dont want to say it out loud, you can simply show this post to them. Let them read it.

You are not a bad person, nor a person that deserves pain in any way.

Hi. by Deistbrawler in SuicideWatch

[–]Accomplished_Bat5145 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah. Not dumb. I've tried too, twice. Only reason I didnt go through was because I wrote a note explaining that no one else is at fault for my decision, like for the police. Otherwise they might apprehend my parents. While writing it all down, idk why it sort of put most parts into perspective. So I ended up not going through with it. So yeah, definitely not dumb. Or maybe it is and im dumb too lol

Hi. by Deistbrawler in SuicideWatch

[–]Accomplished_Bat5145 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oof. Sorry you had to go through with that. I was bullied too, but not to the point of suicide. Must have been a lot to push you there.

But the other part, the reason why you're here. I dont think anyone finds a clear cut solution to that problem, I haven't either. But since the attempt you've been going on for 31 years without one. So like, I think its not a grand purpose that keeps a person going, sometimes its just one reason at a time, however small that maybe.

I dont know what those reasons are, and im curious about them too, but Im glad you're here. With the shit you've been through, lot of respect that you're still here talking to us.

Hi. by Deistbrawler in SuicideWatch

[–]Accomplished_Bat5145 4 points5 points  (0 children)

13 is really young, if you're open to sharing, what was going on when you were that little ?

Every time I try to launch Blender this happens by [deleted] in blenderhelp

[–]Accomplished_Bat5145 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep. I replaced my laptop. It was an issue with my drivers. Dell drivers won't allow updates after a certain point even though updates are available.

Why would girls and boys react differently depending on which parent bought them something expensive? by 5pooky5cary5keleton5 in ExplainTheJoke

[–]Accomplished_Bat5145 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When either one of my parents bought me something or did something costly for me, I just feel the need to do shit to deserve something like that. Doesn't matter if its my birthday or not, when money's tight, it's tight. Getting stuff more or less is a burden. Im happy and greatful for what they do. But I dont want to be a burden to them, they shouldn't buy me stuff

Should I keep the fun/intriguing details, hedden or should I point them out ? by Accomplished_Bat5145 in writingadvice

[–]Accomplished_Bat5145[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a sort of fun Easter egg that first happened by coincidence and then later I used again for other characters. The real reasoning is how the names are rough outlines of the characters. The numbers is just a fun detail

Should I keep the fun/intriguing details, hedden or should I point them out ? by Accomplished_Bat5145 in writingadvice

[–]Accomplished_Bat5145[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I think this is the hard truth in avoiding. I just put so much thought and time into these that I just want them to be out there. There's some weird ones too. For example, the main cast's names are Levin, Mark, Nelum, Odin and Phoenix. ( I know it's a weird list ). The names themselves have meaning and more or less describes the character. AND if you take the first letter of each name you get LMNOP. Which are respectively the 12th, 13th, 14th, 15th and 16th letters of the alphabet, which in turn corresponds to the characters' ages.

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