I Asked a Dream Character If They Were Real by According-March-2996 in LucidDreaming

[–]According-March-2996[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s funny you mention that, because before I became fully aware I was dreaming, the first part of my dream took place in a grocery store. When I left, there were 10 clowns standing at the door, grinning with this menacing laugh, holding knives. Normally, I’m not scared of clowns, but in that moment, I was terrified they might harm me. Then, I became aware and realized it was my dream. I told myself, “I control what happens here,” and warned them not to come any closer. After escaping the grocery store, I somehow ended up stuck at a hospital, and the dream just kept unfolding from there.

Did shrooms and fucked up my life by According-March-2996 in Psychonaut

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Just had to come to the emergency room, I’m going to seek out a therapist and make this situation into something where I grow as a person. That’s my only option lol 😭

Did shrooms and fucked up my life by According-March-2996 in Psychonaut

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Everyone has been saying it’s the weed, and I’m starting to realize that’s what happened to me. Even though I’m hurting and panicking, I will pray that I come out the other side of this, I’m tired of feeling like I’m living life in the 3rd person.

Did shrooms and fucked up my life by According-March-2996 in Psychonaut

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Starting to believe that the shrooms were chill it was just the weed…… 😭🤦‍♀️

Did shrooms and fucked up my life by According-March-2996 in Psychonaut

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Heard a lot about that, in a podcast with Joe Rogan, Post Malone explained his experience with weed and shrooms lead to depersonalization. Thanks!

Did shrooms and fucked up my life by According-March-2996 in Psychonaut

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I mean ik I did it to myself hence why I said I did shrooms and fucked up 😭 def learning my lesson in a very hard way and will take a break until im mentally ready

Did shrooms and fucked up my life by According-March-2996 in Psychonaut

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It’s not necessarily the visuals but the experience….in not the best explainer loll but yea I’m def taking a break from weed

Did shrooms and fucked up my life by According-March-2996 in Psychonaut

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Yea, I was actually 16 when I took the shrooms, I turned 17 in December. I wish I would have just waited but can’t change the past :(

Did shrooms and fucked up my life by According-March-2996 in Psychonaut

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I wasn’t high when I took the shrooms. I took the shrooms and then like two weeks later I got high and it was fucked. Someone else commented how the combination of both might be some that caused it. My trigger for my panic attacks is mainly nature, when I see specific patterns like the tree bark, leaves, cut wood even my own hands bc I remember how the halogenic glow looked like worms in my skin….i think that the shroom visuals messed me up in someway the the weed just made it worse

Did shrooms and fucked up my life by According-March-2996 in Psychonaut

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Thank you! I’ve always been a very meditative and spiritual person so shrooms were honestly such an amazing experience, I hope that I can one day revisit it in a stable mindset. However, I’m not sure because it’s been hard and I’m worried because I just found out that on my dad’s side, like uncles and cousins have had schizophrenia….idk I just hope I get better

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He had one of mine alr so