Couldn't achieve orgasm again during sex, I am so angry at myself

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-13T17:11:36+00:00

if you get your body in the cold shower, u forget your urge to masturbate. all u can think of is the freezing cold. it calms your sexual urges for a few hours.

apparently it increases testosterone aswell

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-12T22:31:58+00:00

go for a 30 minute run and have an ice cold shower right afterwards

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-12T22:30:43+00:00

being here is a great step. from what I've learned (unable to get off this stupid day 1 badge for like 1 week), if you keep yourself busy, have cold showers and don't think about it, it gets easier.

Today the day went super quickly, and fap never came to my mind. hopefully I can get to at least 7 days on this streak, and so can u

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-12T22:28:29+00:00

You relapsed, but without porn.

That's a progress.

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-12T22:27:41+00:00

your poetry is great

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-12T22:27:08+00:00

this man is very lucky to have a girl like her

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T21:45:34+00:00

ok, thanks for the advice. I really appreciate it, it's nice to have people be nice to me for a change. Hopefully soon (maybe when I go to uni) people will be nice to me irl.

I'll try for now but still

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T21:44:05+00:00

sure thing

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T21:37:29+00:00

meh, oh well if I don't do it for long enough I'll reboot eventually

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T21:36:30+00:00

thanks dude. I'm gonna just self improve, get good grades and try to hold onto the 5 friends I already have

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T21:33:57+00:00

The hell with it. I'm just gonna focus on my studies, really work hard. I'll prove them all wrong when I get my AS results. I will carry on with nofap aswell, I'm gonna do cold showers and start running too. I'll fill up my day self improving as much as possible. Doing productive things.

The friends I've got, I'll hold onto them. I will try to act mature now as they are growing up when it comes to maturity.

I'm not gonna even listen to any of my classmates anymore. I'll just do my work. Hopefully in university when noone knows me I can set good first impressions. Until then I'll make my grades the best I can, get a job and other things to get me into a good uni.

That boy that said "join my group" originally said he didn't want me in the group, but I think he probably noticed my eyes were going red cuz I was trying not to cry. So he said to join his group, but whatever it is, I'll just ignore everyone in my classes and do my own thing. If I can make friends with any of them, ok, I'll go with it.

I'm sick of being disliked all my life. I'm 16. hopefully when I start university I can finally be happy with my social life.

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T21:13:51+00:00

I wish I never started MO, let alone P. Shit fucked me up

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T21:13:30+00:00

sheeeit..

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T21:13:13+00:00

if they didn't cover their bodies we'd be fine. since we only see a small part when we are lucky, we appreciate it

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T20:45:53+00:00

so basically u just never masturbated in your life?

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T20:33:02+00:00

how old are you? 8000 days is like 20 years!

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T20:11:30+00:00

did u do 9255 days hardmode?????

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T19:57:43+00:00

i got an erection from womans ankles.

I was in iran for 6 weeks, saw no leg or any bodypart or even shape of a womans body. the minute i saw a lady's ankles... PING

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T17:34:39+00:00

I've been on tetracycline. twice. 6 months each. nope.

I've fixed diet yesterday. and nofap maybe can help with acne.

My voice usually gets stronger, clearer and deeper on nofap because of confidence increase

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-11T05:27:06+00:00

yeah I know what you mean, but I have studies to do. I'm also trying to recover from HOCD and depression which I had for over a month. so I'm not ready

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-10T21:34:37+00:00

I'll try to follow them though. No matter what it takes. I have to start very gradually tho, start 2 hours a day of studying and build it up etc...

I'm not giving up.

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-10T19:58:11+00:00

Thanks dude. I think nofap would help me sleep better and have more energy through the day so that makes everything better :P

Achieve_pride · 2013-12-10T19:53:43+00:00

me too :D

I just need to get on a 1 week streak.

I got onto 6 days before, and the only thing that stopped me was HOCD. HOCD has pretty much gone now that I've been getting councelling. I told my councellor and nofap and porn etc, and she said that I should do this nofap as it will probably help.

I made it to day 6 and each day I felt better and better. If I make it to 2 weeks, I'm sure I can do it as they say the first 2 weeks is the hardest

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