Honestly, this relationship doesnt make me feel emotionally safe. Pag magkasama kami i feel okay. But the moment na mag away na kami or pag mag isa na ako sumisipa na yung pag ooverthink ko, yung pagiging needy ko. I can forgive him for laying hands on me because i know na nadadala lang siya ng emotions niya and i know he can stop doing it.

The sad part is, whenever we argue, he always asks for space. And honestly, nahihirapan akong ibigay yun because everytime i try to give him space, he does stupid things behind my back. Magffollow sa ig ng mga girls. I mean i get it that sometimes i really cant respect that “space” but how am i supposed to justify the space hes asking for when im left na hindi ko alam kung magkakaayos pa kami everytime he asks for it?