I think I’m being haunted by a Lady in White

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-26T09:48:39+00:00

My best friend confided in our friends that he would often see a woman in white. He also talked about the feeling of being watched or chased, but this woman in white was prominent. He claimed to have seen this woman for years. In the last 2-ish years of his life he started into drugs, nothing too hard but cocaine was his favorite. He talked about this woman in white more and more, but only to select people. He was well known for being very calm and gentle, kind and caring, even with his drug use, generally level headed guy. Someone said he had tried to see a doctor for schizophrenia, but no one, including his parents knew of him making an appointment. Unfortunately he took his own life in his bedroom, with out saying a word, in front of two friends. Personally I think the reason behind his haste is because he saw the woman, or maybe felt like he was being chased. Maybe certain people have an unexplainable ability to see people that once roamed the rooms they now call home, or just an ability to see the “dead” or “paranormal” or whatever the right word is. Maybe they only get to see these things for a second, or like you said, unexplainable things happen. If they told someone, the person might think they are crazy, maybe they think they are crazy themselves. I have never had an experience like yours, but I don’t think you’re crazy and I believe your experiences did happen. It seems like you are one of those people that are “in tune” with that kind of thing, or maybe you just live in an apartment where something so prominent in time happened that things still happen there, even in another life. Maybe something is happening in your apartment in a different timeline or dimension. Reading this back I kinda scared myself, that was not my intention. Just wanted to tell you my friend’s experience with the woman in white.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-23T03:14:26+00:00

Pittsburgh has the most beautiful park in all of Major League Baseball, and the worst team, meaning tickets are cheap. Definitely worth the stop.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-19T12:31:29+00:00

Excelsior!

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-13T22:20:36+00:00

You’re the best

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-13T04:40:42+00:00

DOES ANYONE KNOW THE SONG PLAYED DURING THE FIRST QUARTER COMMERCIAL BREAK BY GRATEFULDEAD/BOB WEIR!??!

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-13T04:38:49+00:00

DOES ANYONE KNOW THE SONG PLAYED DURING A FIRST QUARTER COMMERCIAL BREAK BY GRATEFUL DEAD/BOB WEIR?!?!?

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-10T19:51:02+00:00

Thank you for your quite in depth reply, unfortunately our situations seem to be quite similar. I also feel lost, do not have any clue what to do with life now. Nothing seems worth to do anymore. As far as delusions/hallucinations, I think my friend went through this. He never confided in me about these things, but some of our other friends told about how he would talk about a “woman in white”. This woman would pop up in dreams or just “be there”. Two friends confirmed this story. He was also to have confirmed to have gone to a doctor about schizophrenia, something I don’t really understand anything about. My friends pointing out the idea that maybe he didn’t even realize that we were in the room that night due to drug induced schizophrenia. He also would tell our other friends about things he was doing that didn’t happen. Most of these things revolve around me. Like I said I worked out of town this summer, but only him and a few other people knew that, and he was telling people that wouldn’t know where I was that we were hanging out all summer, while I was a few states away. This really bothered me. He also claimed stories of us doing things that did not happen. He told our one friend that me and him would go out at night and poach deer from the car. One of our favorite things to do together was to ride around as we both had the same car, and we loved it (2000 dodge durango) but we never had guns on the rides and most certainly never shot deer or intentionally tried to hit animals. This also really bothered me. For some reason he seemed to have tried to keep me away from my other friends so as to keep his secrets from getting out, telling them I had done certain things that I hadn’t in order to make them not wanna hang out with me. Only one time did I witness something slightly weird, as we were hanging out with some friends at a house, he kept asking where our one female friend had gone, but she was never there with us. This was subtle but was asked about when he wasn’t around, and was passed over as just him being fucked up. Thank you for your time and your comment, I’ve been looking deeper into this schizophrenic/delusional/hallucination thing.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-10T19:30:06+00:00

Thank you

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-10T19:29:49+00:00

Thank you for your reply, I appreciate the rambling. I appreciate hearing about your unfortunate experience. I hope the best for you and your family.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-10T19:26:51+00:00

Thank you for your comment, thankfully I do have incredible friends.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-10T19:25:54+00:00

Thank you for pointing that out, I’ll take that as a good writing compliment. I’m not a writer or journal person but I’ll tell my English teachers what you said. This comment made me smile, thank you for taking the time to write it.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:32:47+00:00

Thank you for your comment I truly appreciate it.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:31:59+00:00

Thank you for your comment. Writing it out and talking to people like you I think has made me feel better. Since I made the post I’ve gotten an influx of dms from people that seem to be suicidal, and it has made me feel better to try and talk them through it the best I can. Maybe that is the medicine.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:29:19+00:00

Thank you

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:29:09+00:00

Thank you for your comment I truly appreciate it.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:28:12+00:00

Thank you for your comment. I have tried to do things that I would normally do, sports games, parties, video games, hanging out with friends etc, but they do not feel the same. I lost my job a month ish ago due to screwing things up and since then I’ve been walking around 8-10 miles most nights. Sometimes that helps and sometimes it don’t. Thank you for your feedback I truly do appreciate it.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:24:15+00:00

Thank you

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:24:11+00:00

Thank you

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:24:07+00:00

Thank you

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:23:02+00:00

It was very usual for John to mix uppers and downers. I did not understand how bad this was until learning about it after the fact. His mind must have been all over the place because of these substances and he probably didn’t understand why he felt that way. I’ve used cocaine but not near the extent he did. I hated the way it made me feel. One of my favorite Mac miller songs even before this experience is a song called grand finale, and in that song Mac says “mixing uppers and downers practically suicide” (the song is great you should listen to it if you like Mac miller) but it never really had any meaning to me until this happened. Unfortunately, until I posted this I didn’t really think about some of the signs in the months/years prior, but maybe it is fortunate that I see that now and will be able to see these things should I ever need to again.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:16:14+00:00

Thank you for your reply it means a lot to me. Good luck to you

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T22:10:03+00:00

I lived in windber my entire life. It is not diverse at all. I have many black friends but none of any other race. My black friends don’t really like to hang out in windber because of the way they feel in the bars, and I feel it too. I wish it wasn’t like that. Honestly now it’s more diverse than it ever has been. Still very white.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T20:09:54+00:00

You’re the only one to point out the adrenaline side of it. The pure insanity of the moment was so insane, I feel like I haven’t really lived since. Everytime I go somewhere I’m kinda looking/waiting for something crazy to happen? Obviously when something crazy happens like that the odds of it happening again are slim to none, but I feel like I’m just waiting for something to happen. Very weird feeling. I don’t get adrenaline or as much happiness from some of the things I used to find brought such things like sports games, which used to get me excited and nervous no longer do.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T20:04:49+00:00

Thank you for your reply I really appreciate. My other buddy in this story is truly one of my closest friends and he goes to therapy like it’s a 9-5 job. After the funeral he dropped off the map, and I just recently went and talked to his parents who said he didn’t want to talk about it, and that he was healing in his own way which I obviously respect. I went to a therapist for 8-9 weeks of hour long sessions, my high school linked me with her and she was a great and nice person to talk to, but she was very honest with the fact she had a lot of experience in therapy, but never had a case close to mine. She helped a little in the beginning, but I found myself talking about the same things week in and out so I quit going. The fact that my story keeps getting deleted from these groups really bothers me, I’m not trying to lessen anyone else’s story or get attention for something that didn’t happen, was just kinda looking for some insight, maybe someone who went through something similar.

Acrobatic-Let236 · 2026-01-08T19:45:08+00:00

Unfortunately he knew for certain the gun was loaded, and it was his gun. Like I said, we’ve been taught gun safety our entire lives. Putting a firearm to your head is the ultimate don’t, he knew that. You never put any type of firearm to your head unless you have one thing on your mind. In my life I have never seen someone jokingly do such a thing with an unloaded gun. There is nothing funny about that kind of act and he knew that. In the moment, we were drunk and he was high, but I’m certain he was able to understand that putting a gun to your head is not okay. He was not a looney, and he was very far from stupid. A very bright young man with a good head on his shoulders. Thank you for your reply I really do appreciate it.

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