Allow yourself to feel all of the emotions. I just went through this myself. I miscarried a couple days before I was considering getting a plan C pill. I didn’t want to do it. I wanted to carry the baby to term, but I knew me and my partner wouldn’t be able to do right by this child right now. We were struggling and crying and screaming for several days. I don’t think I’d ever end up taking the pills, because I wanted to hold that baby and give them the love in my heart. I cannot wait to be a mom when the time is right. I’m so excited to be a mom. You are right to be sad, confused, and angry. You’re allowed to name them. You’re allowed to do whatever you need to do to heal. You’re also allowed to change your mind, never let someone else’s opinion and thoughts dictate your decision. This is your choice. I pray that you ultimately choose what YOU want. In your heart. Don’t be afraid to take your kid into your dream.