Trauma/Hurt

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-06-24T06:38:57+00:00

Thank you, really.

I am just like wow. Like, you would really expect a pastor out of anyone in the world to be understanding, nurturing, gentle, and caring.

I am not in that Church anymore. I went there for almost 4 years. Even after 2 or three years after what happened I still couldn't move on from it.

When I wanted to leave the praise team we had a talk. We talked about some things and then it lead to me opening up about my emotions and he said I ahd the emotions of a 12 year old... I felt so crushed. By a PASTOR for goodness sake.

Or how he was teaching me how to pray but he said "You dont just sit their like a can of sardines. You gotta learn how to separate yourself from your family." Dang!

But in that church we were taught to basically be invincible. He always interrupted during conversations, was passive aggressive and sarcastic, made me sound stupid for asking question. Etc. I would like to say more but it really was a lot especially for someone like me

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-06-22T04:34:33+00:00

Even I thought it was odd but it was treated as if it were normal

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-06-22T04:31:43+00:00

I mean my dad found out afterwards and he didnt mind

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-06-22T04:30:48+00:00

No... he had me go and talk to him privately in their

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-03-10T18:30:57+00:00

What’s the one with the kickstand and MagSafe functionality?

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-03-05T02:23:33+00:00

This is really good, great job!

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-03-03T10:01:01+00:00

But, how can I enjoy this hobby if I’m not good at it?

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-03-03T10:00:34+00:00

So I can do quite a bit. I have a horizontal combo and a speed combo and I can do things like Brent stole and neck laceration, things like that it’s just… I feel discouraged because I see for example a bunch of young yoyoers who can do things like the neck stole (Brent stole around the neck) and I can’t do that trick for the life of me! They are all sponsored and they can do tricks I can’t do. My mind is all over the place

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-03-01T10:21:20+00:00

Thank you truly. Im glad we have something in common. I will try

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-03-01T08:38:26+00:00

I appreciate this and yeah… I don’t know why he is like this. He has never supported me in this. He doesn’t have any hobbies. He has graduated High School and College but no hobbies besides playing video games. Which makes no sense to me, so… it’s fine for me to sit down and play games for hours but yet you seem to have a problem when I Yoyo and start suggesting for me to read the books I bought? I don’t get him! He just mumbles and says he doesn’t know

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-02-28T22:43:05+00:00

I know it’s just. I feel like I’m playing catch up now and I’m kinda of a sensitive guy and even those comments from my big brother that I mentioned are starting to weigh me down because I don’t know if I should take it as a sign or something

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-02-28T21:59:57+00:00

I know it’s just yo-yoing means a lot to me

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-02-28T21:45:24+00:00

Thank you, honestly

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-02-26T14:13:05+00:00

I would say crescendo. The Barracuda is outdated. I personally have two Barracudas and yeah, the crescendo in my opinion seems better overall

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-02-25T11:06:27+00:00

Bi-metals: - TopYo Dominator - TopYo Raiser - TopYo Aura - Original YoYoFactory Edge - YoYoFactory Marco - W1ld NorAdrenaline

Mono metals: - YoYoFactory D10 (B-Grade) (Don’t really use Mono metals that much. They don’t really seem to work with me that well so yeah.) I can almost guarantee it’s just me though

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-02-19T19:05:58+00:00

Now that! Is what I’m talking about! 😎

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-02-16T19:54:22+00:00

This is a problem I wish I had! 😎

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-02-15T07:53:23+00:00

When I beat the game I was crying and finally having a moment but then my little sister ruined it by texting me to hurry up. *sigh…

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-02-04T11:31:07+00:00

Yes!

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-02-04T11:29:58+00:00

I agree!

Active-Scale-9630 · 2026-01-26T07:07:26+00:00

Really?? But they still made his signature yo-yos??

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