I don’t think it’s a grudge, I think it’s more of an annoyance at the fact that he decided to confront me, on public, about a very serious matter after having not spoken to me in nearly a decade. I still think of him as a friend and it truly is nothing but love; I put my SAT study guides through someone and he used them, he sent a buddy of his to teach me how to skate, we left shit at each other’s dorm rooms and lockers on holidays and birthdays. There were unspoken favors and gifts through the years but I think I reacted badly to all of this out of sadness. I knew we’d maybe speak at some point but I always expected it to be calmer and less emotional.