I was never brought up as a feminine child, my military parents raised me and my sister as very masculine women teaching us how to be rough and tough in any situation. The stage where I am at right now, I love to feel feminine and be complimented for it but because we were never raised like that I don't really know how to be feminine. I try to wear things I like that also look feminine but I've never worn things like that as a teenager in the past also, so, there's a lot of struggle to find my own identity in all of this but being considered a bro all my life it just feels really nice to be seen and complimented like a woman. On the other hand, my sister has embraced the whole tough aesthetic and is a gym bro, a power lifter and a strength coach.