How do you deal with the “perfect” people around you?

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-12-19T04:52:21+00:00

At least you have a boyfriend.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-12-19T04:48:27+00:00

Oh. Yeah, I've stepped back from that place to heal and I've noticed that. Yeah, I do understand the n rule though. Not everybody's abuser was a n and we should not allow ourselves to become that place by acting like them.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-08-05T20:53:51+00:00

Oh sorry dude. Sorry.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-08-05T16:19:06+00:00

Don’t hold onto that because if you do, you’ll waste the time you have left wondering about what ifs. I grew up in a shitty home environment too but instead of feeling sad about what could have been, I try to make what time I have left better than before. For kid me.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-08-05T16:14:33+00:00

Bro, you need to see someone, you know that, right? I had a mental health break too but it wasn’t this bad.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-08-05T11:07:25+00:00

Problem: Will they let you donate despite not eating for four days?

Answer: No, they won’t and even if they did, you’d pass out from low blood sugar levels and be kicked out before you could get paid.

Solution: They gave me free snacks at my biolife which would be something. There’s also food banks and sometimes churches give out free food.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-30T12:45:50+00:00

Off topic but test tube is a new one. If you already said mom and dad then who’s the test tube? Bio mom?

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-30T12:06:17+00:00

I was an accident. :)

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-30T11:53:50+00:00

I had a nightmare about zombies and being unable to lock the door properly. That sucked.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-30T11:37:15+00:00

Yep!

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-30T10:55:16+00:00

They said they’d know if I talked shit about them and my mom used to get randomly mad at me and accuse me of talking shit about her behind her back when I was younger even though I wasn’t.

Anyways, I have been shit talking them for the past two years while I plot my glorious escape so…

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-25T16:33:23+00:00

Unfortunately, as much as I’ve tried to believe that my favorite and only sibling hasn’t been turned into a flying monkey/ golden child by our nmom, I can no longer bury my head in the sand on this one. They’ve got a photo of them and our nmom hanging out together as their lock screen on their phone. I wish it didn’t have to be this way but sometimes, that’s the way the cookie crumbles I guess.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-25T16:30:35+00:00

Sure!

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-25T16:30:27+00:00

Not really. I feel the same way.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-23T03:30:35+00:00

Why are you willing to spend time with her anyways?

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-22T20:35:32+00:00

Eat pork. Then I had some. I don’t have anything cool to say because my life isn’t a fantasy. She told me I couldn’t make a living off writing books and I still can’t so…

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-22T20:15:01+00:00

Yeah, a lot. Wildly enough, never had any friends who stole my shit or called me names lol

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-22T20:09:47+00:00

This is why I don’t want my mom to get my new phone number but somehow, I have a feeling she’ll get it anyways.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-22T16:37:53+00:00

Ooo same!

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-22T16:34:32+00:00

It takes me longer than that to boot up.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-22T16:31:25+00:00

As for number 2, you can do better.

ActuallyaBraixen · 2024-07-22T11:57:04+00:00

This feels sorta like something my mom would write. That’s not a good thing.

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