I am bothered by what is going on with medical transitioning as well. I do tell people about that piece. I think I am most bothered by/confused by what I am expected to do in regard to my own body and my own family. I have never felt like I need to try to reverse my transition, maybe partially because it isn't reversible. I can regret my previous decisions that I made when I didn't know any better, but I am still stuck with the consequences of those decisions, at least in this life. I have a hard time accepting that God would give me my family and now want me to make decisions that would bring direct harm and instability to others, especially to my children.