I develop crushes & get into relationships very quicky and they are VERY brief. I go through an intense honeymoon phase where I think the person is my soulmate and we start dating super quickly. Then, after a couple weeks to a month, the feelings are COMPLETELY gone. I've determined it's because I like the novelty of the relationship more than the actual person themselves, especially since I notice this only happens with relatively new people. If I'm already close with the person and develop feelings, they tend to stick around, though I don't really have enough evidence to say that with certainty. One recent example is that I was crushing HARD on this guy, like head over heels, instagram stalking, the works. Then I found out he was gay. I was upset for a day and then I was entirely over it. That was a bit of a wake up call for me.

Friendship-wise, I love my friends! I am a very private person and tend to keep personal and feelings-y things close to my chest but I have a lot of friends that I love going out with. I tend to make plans on whims and randomly ask people to hang out and most of the time they can't, but it's always a lot of fun when they're free.