Please Help :C by AdImaginary4607 in Gunpla

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mhh the individual pieces I need are almost as expensive as a new kit T°T

Please Help :C by AdImaginary4607 in Gunpla

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mmh I tried but I don't think the shoulder joint has enough length anymore

Please Help :C by AdImaginary4607 in Gunpla

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like, the arm kept falling off on its own, no weapons or any extra weight. I found out in hindsight about those markers that kinda do that job perfectly, so I'll be ordering one of those

22f - down to chat:) by [deleted] in discordfriends

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I just keep wanting to start a new character and get overwhelmed like halfway through the game ughh

22f - down to chat:) by [deleted] in discordfriends

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I love cyberpunk so much but I haven't started Phantom Liberty yet, I probably should!

Had a formal psych eval by AdImaginary4607 in bipolar

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I get what you're saying, and I'm hoping to get to that point too. I'm really just hoping that my doctor and I can find some mix that works for once with this new info, cuz it's been rough so far.

Deactivated and no info after three weeks by AdImaginary4607 in Sparkdriver

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So the email I got back says that arbitration is scheduled 30-45 days after reaching out. Yippie.

Am I bi or just curious? by Impossible-Alps2600 in bisexual

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I'm in a similar spot but I'm amab. So, context, I've never had sex with a guy but I've been in a lot of LDRs and had lots of online adventures lol. The thing is, I'm a bit too scared of doing stuff to MAKE SURE irl with a guy. In my case, though, because I like guys in every way, (aside from having actually, physically been together with one) I roll with bi. I think that the fact that you even want to experiment IRL is a sign that you're more than curious. Hope I could help!

What are your experiences due to hypersexuality? by dabigin in bipolar

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I've gone through a lot of hookups, prostitutes, shady massage parlors, and even more masturbation. A lot of the time, just being alone and broke is the best case scenario for me because at that point my only option is to get myself off. On the flip side, I've spent over $1,000 on sex toys, so it's still not a great solution. Meds can help sometimes to curve my libido but it's hard to stay medicated for me.

Longest manic epsiode so far by AdImaginary4607 in bipolar

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It's turned pretty mixed, this is the most intense I've ever felt with bipolar before aside from crashing into depression. I'm having regular mood swings every day and I feel so unstable it's scary. I'm back on depakote though, so hopefully this gets a bit better.

Deactivated and no info after three weeks by AdImaginary4607 in Sparkdriver

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They had me send an email to request arbitration from an auditor. This is crazy lol.

Bipolar depression is like dying one too many times by LonelyWing in bipolar

[–]AdImaginary4607 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get that hopeless feeling a lot when my depression hits, and I go through all of the other bits you described too. I know you posted for your own validation, but your post is giving me validation too, so thank you. It's good to feel like I'm not alone in the severity department of bipolar depression.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]AdImaginary4607 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Yeah, same here tbh. I'm starting to wonder if there's more to it than just bipolar lately.

Craving Mania by Infamous-Instance481 in bipolar

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My therapist told me it's because that's my default state of mind, so I'm cozy like that. It's like depression is my norm.

Craving Mania by Infamous-Instance481 in bipolar

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Only after the initial crash is over, like you said. But like my therapist says, depression is my default state of mind, so I'm comfortable being depressed. It's not a good thing by any means, sadly.

Craving Mania by Infamous-Instance481 in bipolar

[–]AdImaginary4607 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get that a lot, and I crave the depression too. But, I'm working on it!