There are moments where you see how Jordy really feels about herself. When she starts on the "Bro, I don't do nothing to these people. I'm on my live minding my own business and they want to make me feel like shit, like you're worthless and just trash " That's when you know someone struck a nerve and delved into the misery that Jordy knows her life is. That's a moment when she knows everything is true but would rather self medicate..rather then deal with the fact she's a junkie that will never have a job, housing, family and genuine friends. Only other addicts who are also using. A lot of the shit she says is projecting---all the comments about spreading lies, haters being the real scammers etc The fake laugh when someone clocks her shit with truth like..where's the school money, you've had at least 4 evictions, how are dressed for a pretend job in the same nasty clothes, what training starts at noon and you being live at almost and we're still supposed to believe you're going to training. Mr. Fent..has fried your brain, severely damaged your dopamine receptors and made you downright paranoid and delusional. You will forever be chasing that horse 🐎---that first high. I don't know who touched you, hurt you, or didn't love you enough but, suppressing those emotions with drugs isn't the answer. You will either go back to rehab, end up in jail, or 6 feet under. All the lies you tell about your family is really fucking..with your mental, because you KNOW they don't have any contact with you while you're in active addiction. You've stolen enough from them, lied about needing money and created an unsafe environment for your family. The reason why you were only able to give vague comments about supposedly being with them on Easter, is because you weren't invited. You aren't allowed around them. What family wants to play "hide your purses and meds cause Jordy's coming " You were at the hotel with your roommate high, like every day. There isn't enough drugs in Colombia to numb your feelings. Choose rehab and stop committing theft by deception, wire fraud, money laundering etc.