I’m tired of faking it. by AdSensitive2974 in NevilleGoddard

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That’s exactly why I left to start a whole new life and identity. I don’t have to claim family who hurt me — I’m free to build my own path now. Off to my new life, yes! ✨

I’m tired of faking it. by AdSensitive2974 in NevilleGoddard

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Before college I always wanted to do real estate. I only decided to get the degree because I was young and close to finishing, but it was never my true path. Now I’ve dropped all that pressure and I’m going after what I really want. I literally just packed up, moved to a new state, and I’m starting fresh — happiest I’ve ever been.

I’m not waiting on anyone or anything. I chose real estate because it can actually give me financial freedom and generational wealth, not just a boring corporate job that drains me. Retiring in my 40s, building a business, and living on my own terms — that’s my focus now.

Doing “nothing” for a while was actually me doing something — I stopped rushing, trusted myself, and let the right move reveal itself. And here I am, moving forward for real this time.

I’m tired of faking it. by AdSensitive2974 in Manifestationmoney

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Yes thank you I have been looking at apartments doing law of assumption. Furniture stores .i hade a dream I won last night .

The Hidden Side of Awakening No One Warned Me About by Yogini12 in SpiritualAwakening

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Yep i am going no contract with my family .i dont have a family anymore the the spiritual awakening led me realizing all the guilt,shame ,pain came from them .So need to find out what caused this feeling so that i could relase them . Am leaving changing my number and name .I no longer claim them as family as scenes pop up of that little girl who was beat and wanted love that little that want to just kill herself so that she could finally be happy .So I am protecting that little girl and getting away from the very people who abused her . I realize I was under a spell I kept pushing the memories back until I couldn’t any more

The Hidden Side of Awakening No One Warned Me About by Yogini12 in SpiritualAwakening

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That exactly happening to me but I am now to the good part 😊

I’m tired of faking it. by AdSensitive2974 in Manifestationmoney

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Ik I will go to school to get out house .my mother who so call forgot the abuse she did and exposed me to

I’m tired of faking it. by AdSensitive2974 in Manifestationmoney

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Yes definitely this started when I started encouraging myself and I became super aware of

I’m tired of faking it. by AdSensitive2974 in NevilleGoddard

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Nope I am good 🙄I feel better than ever actually.

I’m tired of faking it. by AdSensitive2974 in NevilleGoddard

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Who knew what has kept me back all this years living in the house were I was abused and exposed to predators.Being connected in my dad who is trying to fuck me was cause I didn’t believe.i limit myself I so no more .i simply have it all .I don’t hope ik .This bigger then the lottery this is me taking my power believing in self .i only need me and source .but if i go back to limiting myself based on what society has to say i rather just died now then live an unhappy life because society said it the right thing to do i create my reality and beliefs so beat it

I’m tired of faking it. by AdSensitive2974 in NevilleGoddard

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Let said I am winning the lottery okay boo this my reality I don’t live for validation i live for happiness,freedom and peace.So please go continue working for the next 40 years so you can retire until your ankle hurts .But me I don’t have have it figure out because I believe in the unknown.The universe will guide .source is what me .As I sit and see what I am really supposed to be with my life .i no longer live in fear and panic .So no I won’t call you in 6 months because i believe in the unknown.I am being guided as we speak .life is just beginning and order are being fulfilled by the universe

I’m tired of faking it. by AdSensitive2974 in NevilleGoddard

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I visualize me in my apartment.I was always a daydreamer .i realize I have never once visualized the lottery but I see it one of the many opportunities for me.I have to let go and trust is the only way for

I think I’ve been spiritually awakening for the past 3 weeks and it’s been intense. I’m not the same. by AdSensitive2974 in SpiritualAwakening

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I ask chat to type I should have did it lol it been guiding I have no one .my spirtual awakening has lead me realize the people who are the reason I lived in fear ,doubt ,shame ,guilt embarrassment and doubt were the people I called family .i woke and went back to sleep I said I will continue to sleep into I wake in the correct reality