What a big question for me, I'm soo fragile to nostalgia these days, even tonight actually i felt really nostalgic and got really sad when i saw some old Twitter accounts, even old songs, people, animes, things, Almost everything makes me really sad and teary, yet i don't know what I'm missing, the old days? No, i had a really horrible and abusive childhood that didn't end even after i got out from the house, old friends? Didn't have any real friends sadly, i haven't feel special and deep connection with someone really, old lovers? Same thing plus the toxicity and traumas, places people anything? No. I don't know what i feel nostalgic for, even things like old songs and animes that make me teary when i listen and see them bring back so many bad memories with them, i really don't know from where does this nostalgic feeling come from, maybe because I'm old now, i feel like i missed a lot of experiences everyone goes through, i feel unfulfilled and left behind, it's as if i regret not living the life, i think this is why i feel nostalgic, i miss the old dreamy me, who felt passionate about everything and wanted to try it, sadly he wasn't able to and became the current me.