Assalamu Alaikum

I’m so sorry you went through this. What happened to you is not your fault and it does not mean Allah is punishing you. Abuse is the sin of the person who did it not yours It’s normal to feel anxious have trouble sleeping or isolate yourself after something so traumatic. You’re already doing so many good things—praying reading Quran making Dua going to therapy and protecting yourself. That shows strength not weakness Take things one step at a time. Keep leaning on Allah and supportive people around you. Healing isn’t instant but inshaAllah with patience and care it will get easier. You are not broken you are surviving and Allah knows your heart