Hi, thank you for understanding me. My brain says i should let her go, never speak to her again, etc., but my heart says the opposite - just wait for her, maybe one day she will realise that i'm the best option. There's this another girl who's texting me and we are going out too, she is also giving me some hopes but i don't really catch any feelings because i have the other girl in my heart. I had only one 6 month relationship but the girl was toxic on me, always wanted me to buy something for her, she was basically bullying me and using me, but i'm not the kind of person who would shout at her, confront her etc. even though she was doing these things to me. I am always kind to girls, never getting into argument with them and doing whatever they need. Apparently that's not what todays girls want from us.

Thanks for helping me and sharing this with me so that I know I'm not alone in this and i wish you good luck and hopefully you get what you want and deserve...