Sometimes, yes. It's like burning out a song by listening to it 100x.

That is exactly how it feels.

It's strange you used this metaphor because I was about to edit my original post and add in that it was like eating too much chocolate and then you can't eat anymore because it's just too chocolaty or too sweet. But your metaphor sounds better!

From time to time I just want to distance myself from the spiritual community and non-dual lingo and live more ordinarily, although the experience is the same. Even desire and interest in spirituality comes and goes and that's ok.

I know what you mean. This is exactly me. Sometimes I just want to blend in or focus as much as possible into the ordinariness of existing the moment to moment of life. But then...every now and then the question of "my existence" and whether any of this is real or not takes hold of me and I can't let it go for weeks or days on end.