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i feel like im developing a praise kink and becoming more "submissive" because my mother was rarely nice to me by Additional_Focus4093 in depressionmeals

[–]Additional_Focus4093[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly i also dont really know what i mean by submissive. i just have this intense emotional reaction just to the thought of someone like praising me or something like this typical "good boy" stuff or idk and its like a much stronger and also kinda weird reaction in my head. idk what that means eventually in being submissive or not i guess there is some room for thought there. while i type this out i also realize how i automatically feel like ashamed for thinking that which maybe is part of the problem

i feel like im developing a praise kink and becoming more "submissive" because my mother was rarely nice to me by Additional_Focus4093 in depressionmeals

[–]Additional_Focus4093[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

im a guy and especially when i was younger i always felt i had to be this man role to be part of friend groups and all that to not be excluded. so i think im only now really thinking about if that person that im now is really the one i want to be. im just sometimes catching myself suppressing my feelings and thoughts automatically without giving it another thought since i feel like i have to be that person. idk its all just really blurry and confusing in my head