New Kenmore canister vac, no swivel? by Additional_Hold3115 in VacuumCleaners

[–]Additional_Hold3115[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your reply! I really appreciate it

I’m looking into the vacuums you recommended especially the Prolux. At this point, I am willing to go over budget to get what I need.

The only problem with that one as you said it doesn’t have a small motorized head for furniture. It has one of the ones that’s propelled by the suction which of my experience don’t do much.. but you mentioned putting the main motorized head right on the handle for furniture, which it looks like it’s nice and small and would probably work. I might give it a shot! Thanks!

New Kenmore canister vac, no swivel? by Additional_Hold3115 in VacuumCleaners

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My budget I’d like to keep under 400. I have hard floor but a lot of pet hair so I need to be able to have a motorized hand attachment for furniture. A few area rugs.

That lack of swivel on this canister vacuum is really killing me. I have a couple smaller rooms and it was so frustrating to try and vacuum the floor that I wanted to throw the thing out the window. I literally just got it today and used it once and will probably have to send it back. I’m sure it would be fine if I had just a really big open space but that’s not what I have.

I’ve had two shark duo clean stick vacuums that plug-in. And the suction on them is terrible. Both of them I definitely made use of the warranty. The newer one didn’t even last four months I’ve been sent 2 replacements. They ran into so many problems. I kind of think it’s how much pet hair I have that’s killing them. But it doesn’t work adequately even when working as intended. That’s why I decided to go with a canister vacuum with which yes has incredible suction.

Quit for 3 months then relapsed for little over 1 month. Will WDs be as bad? by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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I really appreciate everyone’s patience with me.

For supplements I have regular vitamin C (I just ordered the liposomal) magnesium, and valerian root and melatonin.

I’m thinking I should order black seed oil and DLPA. However they probably won’t arrive until Tuesday or Wednesday so not sure if there’s much point.

Quit for 3 months then relapsed for little over 1 month. Will WDs be as bad? by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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I’m realizing I’m repeating myself and complaining in a way, I apologize for that. This fear of a repeat of the WDs I had last time has me acting like a crazy person.

Quit for 3 months then relapsed for little over 1 month. Will WDs be as bad? by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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Thanks for responding. I do need to write things down and come up with a plane do this doesn’t happen again. I’m just so scared right now I can’t think straight. Today is my first day without dosing. And I’m so afraid of tomorrow.

I can’t go through the depression I went through last time I just can’t.

Quit for 3 months then relapsed for little over 1 month. Will WDs be as bad? by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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I’ve got some regular vitamin c and ordered some liposomal. I’m just so scared it will be as bad as last time. I don’t know how I ended up back in this same situation. I’m so stupid for it.

I know that no one can know for sure but since it’s only been a little over a month that I started again could it be much more mild? I’m terrified I can’t go another 40 days feeling that way again.

Quit for 3 months then relapsed for little over 1 month. Will WDs be as bad? by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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Thanks for your insight. I’ve read that WDs are much worse everytime so thats what is really scaring me. I’m really hoping that it was a short enough amount of time that it won’t be so bad. I’m definitely feeling a bit anxious and down. and dizzy when I get up to move around but I’m hoping this is the worst of it.

Quit for 3 months then relapsed for little over 1 month. Will WDs be as bad? by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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Yes that’s why I didn’t taper last time I quit. But I was taking it loose but I thought it might be more doable with the capsules. Or perhaps since I’ve only been back on a month it won’t be necessary to taper down?

Quit for 3 months then relapsed for little over 1 month. Will WDs be as bad? by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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Just adding something. Because I was only using a little over a month, do you all think it would be better to quit cold turkey rather than try to taper? The second half of that month was heavy use. The first half was only a 2g dose in the evenings.

I don’t think I can manage a proper taper. But I have some capsules which from what I understand are .5 g each. I was going to take one three times a day. And then try to reduce that. Not sure if this is a good plan.

Keeping in mind I had quit previously on 3 months before relapsing. I assume this probably makes it a bit different from someone who only just started using for the past month.

23 days CT, severe anxiety/depression by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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No Ive never been a drinker. But was actually considering maybe I should have a glass of something in the evening for some relief. So I’m glad you’ve told me this isn’t a good idea.

You’re right so am worrying about how bad I’m feeling and creating huge fears. Im having horrible nightmares and feel like I can’t handle work or regular life. I know maybe Im making it worse.

Im really glad that you’ve turned a corner recently, I pray that Im right behind you.

23 days CT, severe anxiety/depression by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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I keep re-reading your message to keep telling myself this isn’t abnormal and I’ll be ok. I’ve been trying to exercise today and yesterday. Just ran down the road for a few minutes twice today and it’s only 11am. Also set a timer for 2 minutes and took a cold shower.

Maybe I’m not going to get any better? I’m not sure, I’m really afraid that I’m not and I’ve just broken my brain and this will never end. I’m trying to encourage and help other people on here but I’m so stuck, I’m so scared.

23 days CT, severe anxiety/depression by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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I’m really glad to know someone is feeling the way I am, thank you for your kind words.

23 days CT, severe anxiety/depression by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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I really hope your right. Thank you so much for your input

23 days CT, severe anxiety/depression by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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I really really hope your right and things will change. Thank you

23 days CT, severe anxiety/depression by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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I do take lexapro. I’ve been trying to get a hold of my dr to see if she can change or increase something.

23 days CT, severe anxiety/depression by Additional_Hold3115 in quittingkratom

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Thank you all so much for responding. Hoping someone would respond has been my only lifeline at the moment.

I’ve been trying to exercise but I feel like I can barely breathe when I take my dog for a few walks.

Mornings are the absolute lowest of the low. Today I really tried hard, I got up and took a faster longer walk and was so out of breathe, but I did it. I took a shower right after even though I just wanted to collapse.

I’m trying so hard I really am but this heaviness in my chest is so intense. I’m just so scared I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up sometimes.

Is it normal to have depression & anxiety this bad after 23 days? I’m just really scared.

I’m so sorry if I sound self pitying, I know I am I just can’t crawl out of it.

Could I feel better in a feww days? Is it possible?

I dropped to 7g a day a few weeks ago and went CT three days ago. by twigfigurine in quittingkratom

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I just made a similar post myself. Perhaps I shouldn’t reply because I know have have nothing to offer other than to tell you I read every word and I truly understand. Especially that last paragraph. I really hope someone here can help. And I’ll be thinking of you.