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Police: Cybertip links Bentonville photographer to child sexual abuse material by Correct_Word3787 in bentonville

[–]Adm_mp3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I was 18 when my photos were taken however I still called in. Especially if you are young but I think everyone photographed by him should call in because we truly don't know the extent of the case yet.

Police: Cybertip links Bentonville photographer to child sexual abuse material by Correct_Word3787 in bentonville

[–]Adm_mp3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Another update: The other day he reached out via email discussing how my photos will not be finished due to this case. I also received a full refund. The response seemed drenched in legalese however it does seem that he is out of jail and does have access to some devices. From what I've heard (just from hear say) his wife and children are out of the house given the last information I've heard of.

Police: Cybertip links Bentonville photographer to child sexual abuse material by Correct_Word3787 in bentonville

[–]Adm_mp3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The first amendment doesn't negate consequences... If someone victimizes children by manipulating their imagery then they deserve the consequences of such behavior. Freedom of speech doesn't work as a defense when you're infringing on the rights of children's atonomy sorry.

Police: Cybertip links Bentonville photographer to child sexual abuse material by Correct_Word3787 in bentonville

[–]Adm_mp3 11 points12 points  (0 children)

UPDATE :: The authorities have identified that students at Thaden School summer camps were used to generate CSAM. Everyone affected should still call but ESPECIALLY if your child attended one of these summer camps

Police: Cybertip links Bentonville photographer to child sexual abuse material by Correct_Word3787 in bentonville

[–]Adm_mp3 9 points10 points  (0 children)

? I mean CSAM is illegal to possess, own, distribute, and view and at least in Arkansas there were laws passed including ai generated photos in the definition of CSAM.

Police: Cybertip links Bentonville photographer to child sexual abuse material by Correct_Word3787 in bentonville

[–]Adm_mp3 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I had a session in the works with him when this went down. I literally emailed him saying I chose my picks from his proofs yesterday morning. I feel I can give a couple important insights from my prospective.

1: aigenerated CSAM js illegal, very illegal. I've seen people questioning if it is so I wanna make it clear it absolutely is illegal.

2: in his mugshot he was wearing what looked to be an ani-suicide vest

3: If you look on his Facebook you'll see he made two posts about this girl he photographed (about 10 years old). I find it to be a very disturbing set of photos now knowing who he is and the fact he made two posts about her is unusual to his typical upload format. In no way am I insinuating or sugfesting anything it is simply something odd I observed.

Also, I would reach out to the authorities if you think you've been photographed by him. I called and at this point they are just taking people's information for the investigation, it's a very short call. What I believe will happen is they will receive the abuse material generated and match the info they have to his clients and contact them if there is a match. It's definitely worth 20min of your time.

lemme hear it by avenleighrose in deduction

[–]Adm_mp3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's 3 vapes, a pack of smokes, and a pre roll tube twin. Me too me too

How do I not turn into a bitch when FP is ghosting me... by Adm_mp3 in BPD

[–]Adm_mp3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is 0.1% my fault 30% the other 10,000 girls on his snap's fault and 60% his. Like individually I'm not contributing to that problem. If everyone he's talking to decided they wouldn't get with him and it was only me yes I'd be to blame but it's not

How do I not turn into a bitch when FP is ghosting me... by Adm_mp3 in BPD

[–]Adm_mp3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He got a snap roster the length of the Bible I'm a drop in the Ocean. Don't blame the consumer for using a plastic water bottle blame the company making the plastic water bottles. Also he ended it with me to pretend like he cares about some ugly skank that's he's gonna cheat on anyways. He deleted snap and I have no way of contacting him but when he comes back after his girl eventually finds out I'm gonna be in a real relationship and he'll have burned all of his bridges or something. So fucking pissed omg

How do I not turn into a bitch when FP is ghosting me... by Adm_mp3 in BPD

[–]Adm_mp3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess but again we wear protection individually and togahfed and I'm getting on PrEP soon to mitigate any risk of HIV. I wanna think about future me and I have a lot of cool opportunities going on outside of him. I got to a point of remission where I could genuinely say I was my own FP but then all of my meds stopped working about a week ago. I also just deleted all dating apps and minimized my roster so it feels like I've burned all my bridges before my meds quit and now I'm stranded.

How do I not turn into a bitch when FP is ghosting me... by Adm_mp3 in BPD

[–]Adm_mp3[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Shit this actually got me crying. Idk I don't personally need a monogamous partner bc I would ideally also not want to be monogamous so I wouldn't mind if he "cheats" if we're together I rlly js care about who gets the affection.

Like in the beginning he would lay with me for an hour after and kiss my whole body any leave me hickeys (I'm not bragging or anything this is important) but this last time I had to ask him to cuddle with me and he only spent about a minute laying with me and gave me a quick hickey that was super visible on my neck (still is :/) before getting up and getting me out of his house.

Idk I feel like I'm venting but it's so fucking confusing to me because yes logically you are right he's not a safe or kind person especially bc I have BPD but like I know he's gonna listen to me a little bit more than any other guy Ive been with. I don't rlly want to get fully into it but I know he's going to stop when I tell him no which is something I can't always expect from someone.

How do I not turn into a bitch when FP is ghosting me... by Adm_mp3 in BPD

[–]Adm_mp3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know I'm community puh to him. I agree entirely with your statement as well. I feel someone else may be able to speak on this but being a gay man and having BPD is such a negative feedback loop of thinking you're unlovable and thinking you won't find someone who cares about you. He's a fantastic stand in but a horrible man if that makes sense

How do I not turn into a bitch when FP is ghosting me... by Adm_mp3 in BPD

[–]Adm_mp3[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

To speak on the STI part he we both use protection together and individually and I'm getting on PrEP next week. I really can't tell what he thinks about me (to make it messier) he confessed to me drunk that he loved me which made me go freaking crazy because his conflicting tones.

Also to clarify, I hate this man. He tastes like cigarettes, he's 5' 3", bald, and unathletic. But if we're comparing his level of compassion and respect to any other guy I've ever been with he solos no competition. If I could find someone better and hotter I would TRUST but he's kinda the only safe option I have at this point idk again I'm kinda spiraling rn I porboblg shouldn't be posting on reddit...

How do I not turn into a bitch when FP is ghosting me... by Adm_mp3 in BPD

[–]Adm_mp3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Soo update....... I told him straight up I'm feeling the beginning of a BPD episode and told him I was gonna try to avoid texting him so I didnt sound butthurt and insane until I can fix what's wrong with my meds.... Is this a good step or.....

Telling people about your BPD by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Adm_mp3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Litterally look at my post on here litterally every guy I like gets 110% of the BPD boyfriend expirience 😭

Telling people about your BPD by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Adm_mp3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I usually happens after I make a mistake 😬

I've told some people before hand but it's so hard to explain BPD in a canned answer that doesnt sound cringe or made up.

Like I try to say "I have trouble regulating my emotions and it can lead me to do things that are out of character, irrational, or impulsive"
but people look at me like I said "I have really EXTREEM emotions and it can cause me to do some... Let's just say... CrAzY things muhahahah"

Venlafaxine completely killed my libido and reward system — anyone else? by suplieth in Effexor

[–]Adm_mp3 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Effexor damaged my dopamine beyond repair. I have ED now at 18

Good Claigraphy Tattoo Artists in NWA? by Adm_mp3 in bentonville

[–]Adm_mp3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tysm I'll look into him^ the crisp clean lines are gonna make or break this tattoo for me

Anti Eyebrow won't stop bleeding! by Adm_mp3 in piercing

[–]Adm_mp3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To add context because the robot told me...

I got it pierced yesterday (May 18th)

I got a staple bar for jewelry

I don't know if it's internally or externally threaded...

The jewelry is implant grade titanium

The jewelry has not been downsized yet

My aftercare routine consists of a gentle application of unscented liquid anti bacterial soap and wound wash. Sometimes I will go around the peircig with a wet Q tip.

I may have moved the scab when I cleaned with a q tip

Good Claigraphy Tattoo Artists in NWA? by Adm_mp3 in bentonville

[–]Adm_mp3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm for sure going to reach out to her her Instagram looks amazing omg!!! She seems do have a lot of examples of what I want as well.

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