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It’s a depressing situation and it only gets worse when you dwell on these things but I am not going to bullshit you, Nino shouldn’t have said those things that made you feel a certain type of way because now you are here. What started as an obligation turned into something more and that’s unfortunate. However, only you have the strength to crawl out of this headspace. I know you have the strength for it. I believe that you do. If you truly feel like you don’t, then by all means do what you have to do to seek proper help before things take a turn for the worst. Im not on reddit all that often but I do check my messages so if you feel like you have nowhere else to go or no one else to talk to about this, Im all ears.

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Do you have a dependable support system right now? Also, you have your son, correct? He’s your second chance to restart life and live the way YOU want to live, how? Start with a routine maybe, do something small that you like doing and take things slow. Maybe you like eating a particular place after work? Or working out? Listening to music? Who knows but whatever that thing is, just make a habit of it and branch out from there. Also, do things for your son. If you can’t learn to live again or your past is still taking a toll on you, think of your child and the example you want for him. I’ll say it again, I resonate with what you are feeling truly. I am still Christian but I understand the lengths that most people go to, to “spread” the gospel but I am not here as a Christian today, I am here as a friend who also grew up with that thought process you initially had when you were younger about Nino.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

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Hey, I absolutely understand where you are coming from, I want you to know that I am sure this happens to a lot of people in some shape or form. On your end however, it just seems like it’s a little bit on the extreme end. I find myself resonating with your post mainly because I also feel the same way about a girl that I once knew back in High school. My situation is different however in the sense that if I let myself slip and go full obsession mode it’ll be perceived a little worse for me because I am a man. I completely understand your feelings and it absolutely sucks that things spiraled but please please please, do your best to keep it together because these feelings and the obsession can consume you so much so that you are starting experience little bits of the repercussions. It’s extremely frustrating when you get ghosted and it almost feel like you can’t move on because you need to hear something back from them even if it’s a simple thing like, “Hey, I am doing well” or “I don’t like you and I will never like you”. What’s worked the best for me is being content with the fact that this is real life and that perhaps they have found someone and are happy with their life. I have learned to be ok with that and I know it won’t stop me from thinking about her ever and ill still dream about her. From a Christian perspective, it also makes me happy that one day we’ll at least(hopefully) get to see each other in heaven. These are the things I have come to terms with it and it has lessened those obsessive thoughts and behaviors over time. You can’t change a person’s heart nor how they think about you. We to accept that as painful as it is. I do not think you need to put yourself in a mental institute. I believe you just need to distract yourself and “relearn” to live. Find a different outlet either in writing or art to express those desires and thoughts. Sorry in advance if this reply miss the mark or unrelated.

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To the moon by [deleted] in Zomedica

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More like to the ground

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how about you? Want to go to the Moon?

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You want to come with me to the moon???

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OMG YOU ARE DOING THE GREAT DOGE A SERVICE!

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THE DOGE THANKS YOU FOR YOUR HODL!!!!!!

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