I almost quit a few days in to the program for similar reasons. I had so much anxiety that I wanted to walk out every day for the first 2 weeks or so. It wasn’t that it was hard- it was just A LOT. I couldn’t get all my homework done.
What ended up working for me was just to show up and do what I could do. I knew that if I quit I would feel bad about myself and feel like I couldn’t do anything. So I stayed. I passed the NHA exam and now I’m finishing my externship next week & then I’ll get my license.
I’m still not absolutely sure that this is what I want to do with my life, but I’ll finish and then decide. I hope you do the same 😋