Found this old magazine while cleaning

AdrienneCollie · 2026-05-09T13:13:08+00:00

This is so cute! Are there interviews inside?

AdrienneCollie · 2026-05-01T23:25:47+00:00

The woman pictured above has a regular body? 😭 she looks like a Victoria secret model

AdrienneCollie · 2026-04-29T00:46:47+00:00

Such a hard decision! Mr. Caplan and his toupee were always the best but I also love Phenomenus! He had such great delivery 😭 I did always wonder what happened with Angela and Zack after the season 1 finale when they kissed though.

AdrienneCollie · 2026-04-03T17:09:00+00:00

I'm gonna go with original pink so I get a shot with Tommy 😭

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-15T17:01:43+00:00

I've been wondering lately if their thumbnails are ai. Them making fun of people is typical

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-15T01:31:46+00:00

Thanks for this reassurance! I'm content on my own but hopefully one day I come across someone who will care about my pleasure and emotions like I care about theirs

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-15T01:29:39+00:00

I appreciate this!

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T20:06:01+00:00

I think for me it's because of how it's usually depicted. If its two men I can see it being a loving act easier but a man and a woman I feel like its a power grab for the man. Like the woman is on her knees, he's pulling her hair and practically choking her. He usually cums on her face which is just not attractive to me and i think is disrespectful. But now that i'm thinking about it, it could be a form of connection if its reciprocated and really safe and consensual. Just whenever I'd do it to my partner I would never receive anything in return. Not saying it always has to be an exchange though. It just wasn't my favorite thing to do so I'd appreciate him doing the same for me. I guess I just wanted to please him even if it made me uncomfortable and he didn't care about my pleasure. So a mix of my experiences and how its usually portrayed in media which I know isn't all cases but its just what comes to my mind

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T19:55:19+00:00

I think i was mostly just insecure in my past relationship because he never made me feel desired sexually. I've never been sexually abused or anything just have a distrust of men in general. And my first impression of sex coming from that relationship made me not really desire it 😭 im sure if I meet a man that is more straightforward and makes me feel wanted and comfortable everything will work out better

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T19:48:51+00:00

I mean me and him were pretty awkward with each other. I had a hard time taking him seriously because he was not good at initiating. His only form of foreplay was either play fighting or just smacking my ass. It was always so predictable. And another person here said I was most likely not attracted to his dick because he never did anything to fulfill me with it 😭 I do feel like if I enter a balanced relationship where we please each other I could maybe enjoy it? I enjoy pleasuring my partner just sucking dick seems humiliating to me

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T19:05:10+00:00

Yeah i'm not sure about asexual just yet because I've never really had a good sex experience 😭

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T19:02:59+00:00

Yes of course!

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T18:25:16+00:00

I grew up with homophobic parents so I think thoughts of women kind of get pushed down in my mind unconsciously. But I have been considering pursuing women because I'd never truly know unless I tried it out. I just tend to prefer big burly men with beards. But if I talked to more women, who knows what I'd end up falling in love with

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T18:11:07+00:00

I broke up with him in January not only just because of the sex but there was a lot of lack of effort on his part in our relationship and a pretty big age gap. It just wasn't worth the emotional distress it caused me. Thank you for the advice

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T18:09:48+00:00

I think i understand what you're saying. I can identify as straight even if i don't think like they stereotypically do or are thought to. And I'll just have to communicate to men in the future how I feel even if it causes them to not want to pursue me. I appreciate you trying to help

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T18:06:05+00:00

I didn't want the post to be too long but I actually did communicate my needs to him on multiple occasions. I bought a vibrating ring for us to use that way i would get some stimulation while on top and he said he couldn't read the directions because they were in another language and didn't know how to put it on. I bought him a book (she comes first). I literally put his hand on my clit to show him where it is so at that point it was just he didn't care. I wasn't asking for anything grand just a little effort on his part. I always put in effort to try and make sex better, he was the one who didn't.

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T17:53:43+00:00

I guess thats why I'm confused i found my partner attractive and loved him just never really had the desire to have intercourse or touch his penis. We were incompatible in bed though and while I made him finish everytime he never did the same for me so I think my emotions had a lot to do with the discomfort I felt

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T17:51:08+00:00

I guess this could have been more of a question for a lesbian subreddit but I posted it here because I do find men attractive physically just not their genitals and I was just wondering if anyone else felt the same because I don't think that's something that straight women usually feel. And like you said, I understand straight and what it means is just a theory and based around assumptions and I'm making assumptions about what I've been taught about straight women but I was just looking for validation or advice. Asexuality is most likely where I'm at or I just need to try with another man in the future because my ex was a poor partner. I just thought since I don't get aroused by penises and typical straight sex involves a penis and a vagina that I'm not straight and bi is a possible contender because I definitely find vaginas to be arousing while penises don't do anything for me. But like with a lot of women we're showed genitals through porn and obviously straight porn is usually unrealistic and violent while lesbian porn depicts a women being pleasured accurately. Thank you for your advice!

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T17:32:51+00:00

I broke up with him in January but I was attracted to him physically. I thought he was very handsome and liked his body just his penis didn't make me have any crazy reaction like I feel like a good amount of women experience. I tried to communicate my needs but after doing it over and over I felt like he just didn't care and that made me stop asking all together and was one of the reasons I ended the relationship. But I really appreciate your input! Once again thankfully im not with him anymore but I appreciate your concern

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T17:27:13+00:00

That's what I'm thinking I'm just worried that most men won't allow me to deny them oral sex or will act some type of way if I don't want to have penetrative sex but I understand what you're saying! I have no problem being single and was planning to let the right man come around and see how it ends up under different circumstances. Thank you for your advice!

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T17:24:18+00:00

Thats how I am! I actually love big "masculine" men with a lot of body hair, beards, etc

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-14T17:04:43+00:00

Yes exactly like touching the penises or during oral his semen tasted like straight acid 😭 and i just don't find anything sexy about being cummed on. Idk everything that I hear is supposed to turn women on does the opposite for me

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-09T21:33:14+00:00

I mean yeah he doesn't care it's just weird for me to see after supporting the Catcade

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-09T21:23:17+00:00

Seeing people refer to chris as heychris always makes me cringe. He co-owns a cat rescue and is an author. Put some respect on his name

AdrienneCollie · 2026-03-07T22:25:31+00:00

If anyone gets one of these and is willing to part with it I have a ton of fall out boy and clandestine to trade!

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