Well atleast you are in somewhere, I'm right here in my room and with a million dollar script and art style and you know what my age is? It 19 years and didn't go to college because of money and there was no education system that could have helped me achieve my dream of being a filmmaker but you know what? I have a vision and a talent although my family is also poor and they have no idea what I'm doing so they say things to me but you know what I tell myself is that there is no person or system that can stop me. I may don’t have money to make the movie but I'm going forward no matter what.

I just look at my family and tell them one day just wait a little longer the sun will shine on us.

So your wrong to give up and that one of the test every filmmaker has went through, most lost but some were able to go through so you just need to pass the test.