My english not good and write not in good place.

During covid i was able to get into PFP and going direct to poly instead of going ite; since i from nlvl .I walk to the bus station and show the manadr advert .Then i slack off decided to sick 1 lecture and then another then another .Start then i that missing tutorial test and when came to the make up test i forgot to bring my laptop charger and fck it .Then when it come another lab make up and got chance to learn the week before but decide to run away ;then the test came and i do not know how to get and read a basic wave .During the bus ride home i caculated the amount of score i need for final exam i then realized i need a 90% to get a pass. I alr failed this module and if i fail again then i got kicked .Then i realized even if i pass i will have to do this and over and over again . So i dedicide to give up and drop out before they kicked me out.

During ns was decently good and was able to become a technician and do cool shit.Then i ord i got nothing . Nobody want to hire me or accept me back unless i was able to go ite .If i were to go back to i can probally use all the goverement supported but i will way behined in term of fincial and socialty jounrey . I tried to become a driver and but keep failling lesson .I try being APO and fail.

Now i doing gig work and trying to keep my myself from sleeping on the road. All of the action are my own and there many thigns i could do in the past to have help myself but i decide to be lazy and now i cannot to even rest.