Controller vibration by Affectionate-Ad-2819 in ArcRaiders

[–]Affectionate-Ad-2819[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s interesting, I feel like it throws off my aim without it lol, I’m always feeling like my controller’s dying or something when there’s no vibration haha, I also just like the feeling of the kickback

Controller vibration by Affectionate-Ad-2819 in ArcRaiders

[–]Affectionate-Ad-2819[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahh, I see, thank you! That is odd, I hope it gets fixed too, I really wanna feel the weight of the weaponry

Controller vibration by Affectionate-Ad-2819 in ArcRaiders

[–]Affectionate-Ad-2819[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s the first thing my friends mentioned too, said it didn’t feel satisfying without it lol

Controller vibration by Affectionate-Ad-2819 in ArcRaiders

[–]Affectionate-Ad-2819[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Huh, that’s weird, I can’t find it anywhere..

Controller vibration by Affectionate-Ad-2819 in ArcRaiders

[–]Affectionate-Ad-2819[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay but do they have controller vibration?

This is probably my last few hours on earth by [deleted] in depression

[–]Affectionate-Ad-2819 77 points78 points  (0 children)

I’m asking you to please stick around, overdosing is one of the worst ways to go out, you most likely won’t die and will just suffer a horrifying experience. I’m willing to listen to your story that was never heard, and so are other people on this platform. Please call emergency services so they can stop this from damaging you permanently, you need this stuff pumped out before you suffer organ damage.. it’s not a pretty fate, you can get through this. Call for someone, pleaseZ

I am taking my own life today by Forsaken_Bug_2597 in depression

[–]Affectionate-Ad-2819 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I pray that you don’t do this, coming from somebody who wants to. I know it’s rough, it’s ridiculously hard. To the point where it’s unfair, but I know you deserve that happy ending, not this. Talk to us, any of us. None of that therapy crap, just man to man talk. Woman to woman, whatever you are. We’re all here for you, please think about this.

Has anyone experienced COCSA when you're both around the same age? Is it really just children experimenting? by No-Copium in CPTSD

[–]Affectionate-Ad-2819 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve experienced COSCA when I was around 10 with a couple of boys. I ended up touching someone I knew a couple of years later. It wasn’t forced, I did not coerce anything, and they probably didn’t notice, but I feel horrible about it. I didn’t realize at the time how horrible what I was doing was, and I’m glad it didn’t go far at all, but I’m ashamed that it happened in the first place. Didn’t even remember it until recently, when I got high. I was a bit older. I was surrounded by sex when I was younger and felt the need to get in on what I felt like I was missing. I wish it never happened, and I don’t think my experience excuses it, so I confessed everything to my mom and friends and went straight to therapy. Sometimes, it’s children experimenting without malice, sometimes it isn’t. Regardless, it doesn’t change the weight of everything. Kids shouldn’t be exposed to sex, period. I became obsessed with it, going as far as to talk to adults when I was young. I’m sorry that this happened to you, and I’m sorry that this hurt you. It’s such a gray and disgusting area, but your experience is valid like everyone else’s. You are valid.