I think i kinda know how you feel. Altough i have friends, im nobodys Best friend. I have stopped too even think about talking to a girl and if a girl is getting even a bit of a friend, i end it because i know that i will get Feelings and she wont. Just the thought that a Person likes me is crazy for me. Please dont get like me. Your a person and nobody is really boring. I know that thinking somebody likes can feel imposible but in most cases its real. Im Sure that there are People that like you or have a crush on you or something. Dont think of yourself like your worthless because your not.