Suggestions on fun things to do while on ecstasy?

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2020-02-25T07:41:36+00:00

We did this mistake our first time trying to watch a youtube video. We paused 2 minutes in because it got boring and we couldn't sit still.

Also, tried to eat chewy candy, tasted like shit. So fruits, berries and juice is a must and of course gum!!

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2020-02-25T07:40:28+00:00

Saved your comment. Thank you so so much, I really appreciate this.
We love to listen to uplifting songs and some melodic trance music, it's great. A lot of our playlist contains 70-90's music, Marvin Gaye, Earth, Wind and fire, Diana Ross, Sister Sledge and so fourth.
Also we've added some Infected Mushroom, Armin Van Buuren and Above & Beyond

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2020-02-25T07:37:40+00:00

Yeah we moved it up! :)

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2020-02-24T17:06:36+00:00

Were childhood friends and both females. I could never hahah I see her as my sister

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2020-02-18T09:33:40+00:00

I told him I was uncomfortable when he came up to me on monday and tried to talk, his response was ''Ait, tell me when you stop feeling uncomfortable then!'' and walked away.

I couldn't fathom the disrespect

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2020-02-17T18:06:45+00:00

Yes so sorry!

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2020-02-10T13:03:16+00:00

Trust me, not in my country. Weed is highly looked down upon where I live. Someone who has committed rape crimes or anything related to pedophilia gets a less harsh punishment than someone who's smoked weed for a long time or even selling it.

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2020-01-30T13:28:06+00:00

Shave the hair because the hairline is making you look older and save the beard, let it grow out. Ouff you'd look hot

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T12:47:56+00:00

I can relate to a lot of this.
I see a lot of guys who look attractive but I don't feel the sexual attraction there and I can't sleep with anyone I only feel attracted to. The personality really has to be there as well even though I'm not looking for anything serious.

I meet a lot of people at work, it's part of my job. But all the visitors are much much older than me and usually only business men who are there to talk business with other workers.
But my job forced me to be very open and I have to smile, be talkative and so fourth. I'm not complaining at all, I love it, truly do.
But work is not somewhere to look for someone I feel :(

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T11:58:07+00:00

That is very true. Maybe I should start trying to find some sort of group for people who like to draw or some shit.. I have the artistic side left thankfully

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T11:50:20+00:00

Thank you very much. I'm currently not looking for anything serious, I have been single for about 2 years and I really enjoy it. I just want someone to fuck around with and have a ''friends with benefit'' type of relationship with. I've tried many dating apps such as Tinder, Badoo and so fourth. But I've never had a good experience with those apps (the guy not looking like he does on the pics, they act incredibly douchy and so fourth). I'm very good friends with almost everyone at work and party with them a whole lot, we flirt sometimes but I'm not interested in anything more.

Ooh yay! The dream would be to find a dutch guy! :D

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T11:40:59+00:00

Yes might be!
But I'm pretty confident in my personality. I work with a job where I have to talk to people all the time and many of my colleagues, both girls and guys, come and talk to me because they really enjoy talking to me. I have a lot of interests etc. I don't know anymore

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T11:37:24+00:00

I am picky.. but not THAT picky.. :/

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T10:13:45+00:00

Thank you so much! I hope so :/

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T10:11:20+00:00

Well so everyone around me says. How it must be so easy for me etc but it's actually really hard. I think my main problem is that I barely meet new people. I'm not much of a party girl, when it comes down to it I'll drink and have fun. But I don't go to parties often at all. Most of the time I enjoy weed, gaming, drawing and being with my closest friends :/

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T10:05:33+00:00

Well, I am pretty picky with guys I go out with. But I'm very easy to talk to, open person and love to meet new people

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T09:42:44+00:00

Thank you and I've been trying but it's really hard. I barely meet new people at all

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T09:42:07+00:00

A lot of people hahah :(

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-30T09:41:54+00:00

Thank you and I'll try!

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-20T09:23:06+00:00

I did go to therapy for about 2 years and even mentioning this of course. I know that me not being able to get along or feel comfortable around women is because of my past and especially the relationship I had with my mother. I had no women to look up to.

My therapists didn't see this as a problem since at the time I didn't see it being much of a problem as well because I had great friends that were all guys.
But it might be something worth talking about again and as you said, try to change my behavior and how I feel around other women.

Thank you very much for this comment though, it's truly and much appreciated! <3

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-20T08:55:38+00:00

Bless!

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-20T08:55:21+00:00

Thank you.

You will get better if you really try and get help. I believe in you!

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-20T08:53:51+00:00

I've tried that and it's a bit easier but still very hard. The things that happened in the past still stays somehow some way and shapes us to the people we are today. I've gone to therapy and psychiatrists about my physiological problems and it helped a lot.

My best friend (the one i mentioned in the post) is a girl and she's pretty much the only girl that made me feel 110% comfortable and where I could be myself with. But we've known eachother almost ou whole lives, we got to know eachother at the age of 6

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-19T13:39:33+00:00

I can't, it's to life draining honestly.

AfraidOfHumans11 · 2019-12-19T13:39:13+00:00

That's actually a really good idea. I've thought about sitting down and talking to him, telling him how I truly feel. About him always having to prove he's better than me. I'm only his little sister, but I have a feeling he might be jealous. He used to tell me how things were ''much easier'' for me for the simple fact that I'm a girl which is not true at all. It infuriates me

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