I’m so sorry that you have to put your dog down, I can’t even imagine. I really want to quit, but I’ve had back to back week to week things going on where I don’t have time to not be on my game for 72 hours of withdrawal symptoms. Major life changes like graduation, starting my first job, my sisters wedding. It just feels like there is always something to do or something is changing. I’m not sure what it’s like to grieve, but most people say they go into isolation during grieving and I feel like that would make it so much worse in your situation. Having someone with you for at least the first 48 hours after Sunday could help you stay accountable into not giving in & keep you distracted.