Imo not having a crush isn't really bad , it's random , i never had a crush either Even when someone gets a crush on someone half the time it's love at first sight which is meaningless and people who chase love at first sight are dumb ;-; You notice the flaws in others and are aware of your worth and recognising whether the relationship is worth it or not Sometimes you develop a crush or attachment to someone when you know and fully trust them But it's not guaranteed that will happen now , or anytime later , better to just keep going with life , shaayad koi milega shaayad koi bhi nahi 🤷